5 days left of freedom,heheh i mean im working soon.Where is it?secret of cos.Nahh not at town.AT LAST!after one month of holiday at home,i found one.Honestly,i'm not ready and always have fear of working.it reminds me of my previous job which has more negative experience for me.Nevermind everyone by now should have started work.

I think i have to post in malay for awhile

-Senyap lagi bererti dari keluar kata2 kesat.Senyap lagi bererti dari meninggikan suara.Then why u need to criticize me about being so quiet?is it wrong?i just dont want to hurt people feelings you know.If i were to speak up,i scared my voice will tremble and i just breakdown crying infront of you.i wont speak up,i dont want anyone to worry.it is stupid of me to think of suicide..