Disaster-

2012-01-19T21:02:00.000-08:00

Adc last supper at Seoul Garden,this amount of people=CHAOTIC+FUN!<3

3/4 of yr1 girls.yeahhh our batch have onleh 13 girls.Nice to see all of you wearing dress and looking great.(:Heed,Hannah,Que,Sharon,Hadz & Nurfa.

Syafiq!The botak head step ns padahal havent graduate.the bochuiiii couple.He's nice btw.

TS,like to bully people one.His long hair is much healthier than mine.Climbing captain yaw!(: 'Come take photos..,next!Like a bosss.

With ze president,Lovell.He very nice.Interview qs this is the guy i want to date in yr3.heehks I dont think i have seen him get angry before.4 pointer guy somemore.

KIN!Guy i want to date in yr2.Logistics IC woooots.He very quiet2 type but that time when he shouted at us fuhh semua kecut.Seriouss!!

Btw i just realised this blog have many photos with guys.sorrrry la not meant to be flirts or whatsover but adc has double the amount of guys than girls
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Muhsin!He with his 0.0 face.haiyaaaa. Forever la he.Targeted bully from the year1's.hahaha.

Fandyyy!Vice president and also my senior in the course.We talk bout studies mainly,dont play2 he got A for programming.Inspirations for me.(:Also funny guy,if i were to have a brother;i want one like him.Btw he's taken (:

This is like 1/4 of whole group.This is suppose to be few people photos but somehow everyone join in.whats newwwww.I love the photo taking session(:

With Yukai,Gavin,Asyraf,Rochester and Poh Chin!(: The way they eat make me puke i tell you,so berkecah

Me,Hadz,Heed n Mike imitate Muhsin.I tried very hard but cant.hahaha

Seee among all days,the shoes chose that day to terputus.

With Zan,yukai again and Ganesh.Zan really look like one characters in Chicken Little.Dont you think so?

That's all people,actually there's aloooooot of photos with me in it but impossible for me to put here.Enjoyz!I didnt take photo with that person,make sure will do during commissioning (:

2012-01-19T00:36:00.000-08:00

Hello hello hello,Finally the hell week of events is over.Left with the commissioning.Well I'm going to talk about last supper with ADC family yesterday at SeoulGarden City Square!I make sure that i reach there cun-cun at 6.30pm killing time at mrt and tada reach there with Zan 6.30.Being on time,we couldnt find anyone so Zan called Mr.President Lovell,he's on the way.yessa bagus even president came late.So wait wait, Hafiz and Ahmad came and i felt very akward cossss i was wearing dress,dresscode for the day for ladies.You see,usually they see me very masai with shorts, slippers,bun hair,sweaty all that.Know what i mean.Mr President also said'wahhh wear dress sey once a year for adc people''hahahaha.Reach there,fistpunch everyone like so kecoh,''hey hiii'.Started eating,people steal food from our table.hmmm.

GG's decided to go toilet snap photos n realised my kasut tercabut.hais what a day.Rush to d&c to buy pumps,a simple one.And back to restaurant.Ate icecream and photo taking time,really kaycoh to the max.Well,that seoulgarden is 3/4 booked by us.Had good laughter there.By 9pm,we need to go off.Group photo with all,with all od us impossible to take a shot.People pushing and tada epic faces.but seriously best,that not the end.

Went to open spaces and annouce who's the main comm for 2012/2013.Alot of unexpected position to some people.Congrats to all!the yr3 unofficially stepped down,im going to miss them.And again photo taking for about an hour,ahahaha almost everyone like'im hot im hot'hahaha.Photo will be uploaded soon (:

2012-01-09T06:47:00.000-08:00

Helllo.Now stress level maximum.I got 5 projects to handle and submission is next 2-3 weeks.And some i havent even start yet like website design.Assignment n tests all.Plus this weekend from fri i need to overnight in school for synergy adventure race n safra.I wonder how will i get the energy from.Hell weekend man,and the following monday i got pmp practical test.I just hope i wont fall sick (;

2012-01-03T03:40:00.000-08:00

I dont have any particular resolution every year but then this year i have a few.

2012 Resolution
-Be on time in school my lateness really bad for last term.
-Be a better muslimah
-Control my staring and temper.
-GPA 3 and above,insyaallah.

2011-12-31T21:18:00.000-08:00

Lets talk about 2011~It has been a great new life for me cos i stepped into a poly life completely different life.I met awesome classmates some only.Kinda weird for me to get close with chinese friends.I took up ADC as my CCA,no regrets at all;Jerangkang,HIH.Get the chance to fly off to Korea;my dream country.And end of 2011 jan i get to go to my favz concert.2011 flies very fast.Lets welcome 2012 happily (:

2011-12-28T00:09:00.000-08:00

Hey ho.Want to say that i miss my adc-ians aloott.like long time never meet them,miss running with them.I cant wait for Jan,adc last supper.theme is smart casual.Girls must be in dress only and guys no bermudas,jeans allowed.Wow,i can sense that i will see alot of handsome guys eventhough we like already know for one year.HAHAHHA.Apart from that is adc commissioning night,the theme is RETROOO~wooo look forward to it.Synergy adventure race,safra also.So look forward to all this event. I also miss my GG'S!When can we meet oh my gosh,alot of stories to share with you guys.<3

2011-12-22T06:27:00.000-08:00

Heys.Im back in sg,short getaway in kl/genting not bad but i prefer going to grad camp.Anyways all i do is to eat sleep shop.P.B.G.The bad points is that i received a prank call,and some msian guy tried to approach me n stare me up down.Scary mary!Luckily my dad ada.dad said'nak stare tak pe,kalau da start pegang2 siap nanti'AWWWWW~But got to know my iphone will get delayed cos parents use this money for holiday.hmm at most i get on april,might as well wait for iphone5 right.And and i ate SUBWAY yang halal punye okay.jakun skejap.superb!(:Anyway at genting,i saw cvss people sec4epxress,angelina n her friends.What a small world~

2011-12-17T05:04:00.000-08:00

QUOTED~

The most selfish 1 letter word, ” I ”Avoid it....
The most satisfying 2 letter word, “We” Use it.
The most poisonous 3 letter word, “Ego” Overcome it.
The most used 4 letter word, “Love” Value it.
The most pleasing 5 letter word, “Smile” Keep it
.The fastest spreading 6 letter word, “Rumour” Ignore it.
The hardest working 7 letter word, “Success” Achieve it.
The most enviable 8 letter word, “Jealousy” Distance yourself from it.
The most powerful 9 letter word, “Knowledge” Acquire it.
The most valued 10 letter word, “Friendship” Maintain it.

2011-12-16T22:14:00.000-08:00

Hey yo!Last 13.12.11 i turned 18th.Wellll nothing special cos i busy studying for my commontest.But still thoughts that count.Wishes from families,friends,schoolmates is ever enough for me<3 My polygirls gave me a necklace and a notes,my cuzzy linda treat me pizzahut,my mum treat me swensens yesterday.How heavenly i eat this week.Tomorow grad.camp like finally we all yr1 graduate from atc.which sadly i cant go cos of holiday.Goodluck u all for tomorow cos u going to see the bad side of seniors confirm kene fug upside down siaaa.For me im off to kl/genting for 4days3nights.Likka finally the last time hols with family is like during pri3-4.HAHS!

2011-12-11T02:24:00.000-08:00

I'm blessed to have such a good friends,sometimes if i were to complain,i would to think twice.Polymates clique~i 'join' them late like this semester.i think i already tell this but i got closer to them after seoul trip.Seriously,they are my happy pills during school days.

Mimie,the oldest ones,the most left-she born 88';like my sister already.Still remember that time we webcam till 1 plus just to discuss bout maths.WTH sey.hahaha

Ain-The same age friend wearin tudung.We can talk anything under the sun.We also pray together in the school.Basically the closest one.Our lateness tak boleh angkat

Dhaliena-What more to say,one of the first friends made in poly.We talk to each other'i,you'.Nak bebual with her kau aku like rude gitu.She is one year younger than me,so sometimes i accidentally treat her like younger sis.'Scold' her when she didnt want to eat meds when she sick.hahaha.

May-The center one,same age as Dhaliena.Well,she's the moodmaker in the group.Always come out with craps that can lighten our days.

Gossipgirls in ADC.Even the seniors know us by that name and when we are together,they goes 'hey gossipgirls'.Gossipgirls is not like we are kpo or whatsoever but the way we get to know news first.hahaha.We started when we have adc chalet;thats when all secrets come out.

Faezah-My jerangkang n HIH partner.She is just so crazey with her hindustan and random cute guys.

Que-Well,i'm very close with her cosss of many reasons.She's together with my pri school friend,how small can the world be.

Hadzira-We love to disturb her with Asyraf,her teman tapi mesra.I got close with her during chalet.

Sharon-She is just super hyper.She forever hyper n hungry.I still remember 'i always drink redbull to get hyper,but when i saw him i got hyper so with it he 's my redbull'.SO SWEEEET~

Asyiqin-She's officially not in adc anymore due to studies but hey we still regard her in adc.I got to know asyiqin in just weird way and how funny we still treasure the weird yet sweet friendship.

My ISMS!!!what more to say,I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSS THEM ALOTTTTTTTTS!!!!!and also LOVEEE THEM.hahaha *akward*.They are the best girls i will ever had,they know me in and out for about 6 years.I can reveal my true colors with them without feeling any guilty like eg my moodyness.hahaha.They taught me the meaning of friendship.We rarely meet but when we see each other,we just laugh and disturb each other like no ones business and our victim is Nurrul.Hahahahaha<33

I blogged this to released some tension in the air.So free uh?hahaha NOT. Got realise the cliques is between 5-6 people.Originally in isms got 6 people but then yeah whatever ya.Hahahah.

2011-12-09T08:23:00.000-08:00

I'm just so tired.tired with school~tests tests practical test keep coming in this week.2 projects had been assigned,one is to create tax calculator and another one i'm in charge of graphic design.Too stress up till i fall sick since tues.Had a really bad headache followed by fever n flu.Seriously.im not gonna take part in any events that require sleepover.Really waste of my time,my sleep.Hais.Now going to chiong my graphic design notes.hais my one n only commont test,i want to score well.

Not gonna care bout anything,bout this feelings anymore.not that anyone cares~i just dont exist.

2011-12-02T07:47:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.Guess what month is it.Back to December yo!Hahahha i hope December will go smoothly.Now,im having slight feverish.All because of combined pt,that i get whole body ache from top to bottom.I can barely pick up a pen from floor and i walk damn slow also.Combined physical training-swimming plus running start from 4.02 till 10.00,luckily it is once a year.Can imagine?!

The highlights

-The weird stuff we did is to do pushup n crunches in the pond,yes the waterfall pond when going inside school.When doing that i accidentally taste it.Disgustinggg!

-Rolling lying down while holding the ankle of person infront in; human centipede at field.I have no idea whats the motive behind.Next up form a team of 5,one person need to lie on our back and we crawl back to the 1/4 of field.Luckily we carry jiayan,if not..Next up is the rolling again now everyone lie down and one by one roll on our back.Yes,one by one.seriously their weight cannot take it.i seriously scream out.but when my turn to roll,i said sorry to each n every person tpi weird cos ter-roll on their butts.0.0

-Team building~need to reach the the bar without touching the wall and no noise allowed.Noise=10 pushups.And everyone need to redo.We re-do about 3-4 times.Individually i did bout 3 times,a bit frustrated la.My team that carried me is muhsin,hafiz,awi n helmi with some help from edmund and TS from on top.I'm sorry if im heavy S:

-Back to run on tracks,halfway i start feeling the leg cramp the sipul biawak.Pain like crazy~3 rounds of track and our last activity to carry stretcher with full of our waterbottles n weights,so carry about 80kg?Took turns and jog for 2.4 km,expected to finish at 24 mins but didnt.we finished at 28mins.

-End everything with cool down and yam-seng with H2O bottle from mr wilfred.Photos will be uploaded once the alumni posted on fb.

It was nice day to end november not only this but on personal part.Hahah*giggles*.(:

2011-11-26T05:16:00.000-08:00

I miss my girls alot,i miss secondary sch life,i miss 5A.Now then i appreciate them cos classmates in polylife sucks to the max.I cant wait for 3rd dec when most of us can have reunion.

I like Mr H.about 5 months going to 6 mths.But knowing H likes someone else,it really ____.Haiii.it's my fault tooo~why da hell i having crush for so long n someone in the cca.One-sided is not fun yo.but i should realise who i am in the beginning.From orientation-the feeding of redondo.1st training-linking hands while playing game.Jerangkang-offer hands to pull me up from sungai,asked me to sleep inside when we doing night century.HIH-walking tgt n short conversation at night otw to kallang.WhiteWaterTraining-non stop assure me that i'm okay and swim with me.HighElements-help me out when i just finish abseil,encourage me when i scared to jump,force me to abseil once again upon knowing i scared.All this,how will i not fall for you.The last time i really saw u is during velocity.But now..from what i know u wont come to training till dec.I hope the best for you to get to know the girl u like much better.That girl must be crazy if she didnt accept your feelings.I will slowly stop having feelings for you..Mr H.):I must have sound pathetic in this post but this is what i felt..

2011-11-18T07:41:00.000-08:00

Halooo!Now its wk5 of Sem2.fast or whatttt.2 more weeks n there it goes common test.Can u believe im having common test on my birthday.suckish lor.Bet the rest also gonna be busy with their own test,Oh wellz.Belated also once i start hols my grad camp start for 4 days and after maybe going for short holiday in Bali(not confirm).So yeah no birthday for me this year.super busy to the max.Nevermind not my year i guess.

2011-11-07T05:28:00.000-08:00

UPDATED VERSION.try spot me yaw!(:

So near yet so far!hahaha okay stoppit.Nyp pol-ite biathlon!Had a great time with adc family~cos we the one organizing n become the volunteers.Fuhh the day of cuci mata and tomorow i had eye infection.no link but still.

The reason why my face so red cossssss syafiq almost push me to the water.grrr!Sometimes i feel sorry to my friends cos i think im too committed to cca.Till they ask me to quit.You see,they are the ones who kept my poly life merrier in the beginning of the year.Yes,we having a cold war between the yr1's but that doesnt will stop me from coming to adc cos deep down i still love them as a whole. <3

2011-10-28T22:25:00.000-07:00

Hi allls!Hows life?Life for me is really not okay.There's too many things happening until its so confuse me.Start from class,you all really step into my limits.Jokes is not jokes when u disrespect one's race n religion.Call me not cool or whatever but once u say bout religion i will get really serious.I really dislike you guys now.I just feel like changing class,but just need to wait for next sem.Still the girls in class are v. nice to me.Cca-its very obvious that we are having silent quarrel.haiiiz before grad.camp dah gaduh apelagi yr2,how to work tgt.Some news really bring tears to me.i cried.

Somehow,family always be there for me all the times in good and bad times.Next is the new kecohrables clique basically my polymates clique.Well,we get closer after the korea trip.They like my laughing pills.Next up my gossipgirls~when i hug them yesterday i felt like crying.Yes,we hug each other when we meet n say goodbye.Used to it already.Last but not least,MY GIRLS!IMISSTHEMSOMUCHHHHHHH!i need to meet them soooon!its sad when i bump into them in school but we dont even have time to talk.Letsmeet up soon!<3

~i like the way u fistpunch me after the rest walk away,i like the way u choose to sit beside me when there alot of spaces between your friends.

2011-10-14T21:48:00.001-07:00

Chalet with adc peeps,boycott training the next day.We totally going to get it from the seniors the next training.Punishment,PT maybe.Most of the time,me que hadzira asyiqin in the room gossiping share stories instead of helping them.Since one group cook,another group play xbox.Damn bochui lor,que with mr z.asyqin with mr A,sharon used to be with mr m,nurfa eye candy mr s.SUPER SHOCKING.Our reaction for every stories is like 0.0 At that time que ask me what i want to tell her cos she alr know.nak tak nak i need to tell infront of hadz n syiqin.syiqin can guess it straightaway.we tell our own stories while blushing.hahahah cute kan.ADC lots of secrets and people know it but dont bother to show it,get it?hahs.but nowww,how to say not that we fight or argue,things get a lil bit different.i mean in a big group its impossible not to have this situation.one group go tahan,one group go white water another group go none of above.sooooo yeaah i hope we all really become what we used to be.no awkardness no krik krik lets hope for the best.(:i think now its the time to test our bond whether we really treat each other like a family or just treat each other during our happy times only.

2011-10-10T02:51:00.000-07:00

Meet my korean boyfriend!CUTEEEEEEEEE RIGHTTTTT?!!?!<3 Annyeong!(:

Day1-Off to airport 7.30.1 hour early,mum being kiasu n kanchiong.I thought sis n dad wont send me off but still they come.Check in luggage,get airplane tickets.Took group photos and dinner with family.I was so excited n nervous that time.

The stewardess all very nice,it's not easy being a stewardess.Luckily got entertainment but in the end dgr ipod still the best,start sleeping at 2 am,but not comfortable.bangun tidur-bangun tidur.So that is for day1.reached incheon at 6.45.

Day 2-We greet Seoul with the cold temperature.superrr cold.Add on i wore a thin cardigan.slenger me.Went to national museum n palace.Quite big photo photo here.Sempat take jump shot.Lunch is unsatisfying.

Dongdaemun for 3 hour shopping.Bought a lot of things and its just the first day,we really try to control.i bought one shoes,one long skirt.That long skirt is 5000 won which is 5 dollar in sg,super cheap i tell you.Back to resort,which is more like a house.Quite comfy.but very ulu2 cannot go out like that.Stayed there for 3 days.

My bedroom~i did not sleep here.i scared.so i sleep outside ala ala korean style.1st day sleep in dhaliena room.

DAY2-woke up at 6am,sg time 5am.FYI this is the place where they shoot boys over flowers the part they went for ski.but too bad we went during autumn no snow.

Breakfast at hotel and off to everland themepark.See that roller coaster,the world steepest roller coaster.And i survived it.seriously jantung keluar masuk balik.Before that,went to safari.Almost 1 hour waiting time.The bear like so near to us and can understand our language.How cute.Got chance to see liger-lion + tiger.hehehe.I managed to take this two.Thanks to the super long queue.

I love this picture!<3 We tried the hanbok traditional clothes and making kimchi.

Part nie very the kecohxz.

DAY3-Samsung dlight-Kbs-Myeondong.Samsung dlight for free internet nyehahaha.

KBS building.tak dapat orang betul,nie pun jadilah~

MY BOYFRIENDS!!

This is all fake people,cheat our feelings!it really looks real!

The super lots camera with different sizes.We all simply woah-ing when we step into the room.Me and aiin were like kalau jatuh kene kepala orang,terus paralyzed.hahahah

Seafood steamboat for dinner.Off to hotel back.Lepaking at lobby and call my mum.Do u believe that i actually cried?Maybe its the first time faraway from family and 1 week.dulu paling jauh pun malaysia jer.Lepak at their room off to sleep with mask on at 1 plus.

This photo sad sey,families apart because of two countries.

Went to DMZ,demilitarized zone.They super strict i tell you,need to check passport and cannot take photos beyond the yellow line which explains why the photo above so far.They will delete the photos if get caught.I got to see North Korea.so sunyi like no one gitu kat sana.They build buidings to show off only to S.k.

We even went to illegal tunnels.Need to turun bawah naik atas so called hiking.The rest was like tired ,i was like okay only the advantage of having PT every week.hahaha chey then actttiooon!Off to paju heyri village.Seriously at korea,theres alot of coffee house.like starbucks that kind.very niceee!And if u one of starbucks freak,u can easily find starbucks anyway.

Cute right this girl.Group of kindergarten kids were there.All of us apelagi snap photos with them.The teacher said to them to say'goodbye ahjussi ahjumma' which means aunty and uncle.Helloo,we not that old okays we supposed to be their noona/unnie.cheyx

Teddy bear museum.I basically take photos of every bear in the museum.So cuteeeeeeee!This is the princess hours bear,the one in the korean drama.Want to buy the bear but no money.

Namsan tower!(:

Shopping at myeondong,i got to buy jeans at SPAO.4 hours shopping tak ingat makan tk ingat apa. I bought one bagpack,jeans,accesories.i forgot what i bought.Anddddd i can forgot to buy super junior album tu lah delaydelay somemore.super regret la!!!!

MY SAYANGS <3

Why so handsome?

This place is heavenly,for me among three the best place to shop.Check in new hotel and off to dinner on our own.so me,ain,dhaliena,may decide to go buy pizza at pizzahut.Punya la susah nak bebual.Thanks to kdrama n songs i can speak abit alangkan shock nyer the waiter actually understands me *pat on back*May dont want pizza so we search for macd.Padahal da kul 9 and we treat seoul like spore gitu.Macam da kenal gitu that area.Ask this two teenagers couple nasib they help us.I almost laugh at their seksa-ness of speaking english.15mins of searching we finally found.When we step in,people look at us like we alien.The macd also weird no mcspicy n kene buang sendiri

Back to hotel with happy heart.Sleep at dhaliena n may's cos minwen sleep with her friend.So yeah,we laugh over simplest things.They keep disturbing me 'si makcik adventure'.And u know the computer in the room got porn inside.BIG LOOOOL!So we decide to watch eclipse,but i knock out once i lay on the bed,too tired i guess.Woke up with ain alarm clock sungguh bising and the morning call but lazy to get up so dhaliena the one picking up.

Day 6-Breakfast at macd,hotcakes.Off to digital pavillion center,what we can expect IT in future.

Animation center

Pororo-korea national cartoon.

Our dinner before of to nanta show.Grilled fish seriously banyak sey

Shopping at hongdae,almost saw infinite but didnt);

Nanta show seriously the best rate 5/5. I laugh really loud sampai terpukul2 dhaliena.Can imagine?hahahaha

Off to hotel,its our last night.so decided to stay awake but hmph once everyone letak their head on the bed terus doze off.and i sleep with my contact lens on panic sey the next morning.

Day 7(last day)-Not much things,i felt very sad and heavy heart to leave Korea.Last lunch griled sotong.Shop food and snacks and off to airport.My luggage before 7kg after is 15.5 kg.LOLS

BYE2 MICKEY,the best cute entertaining tour guide eva!We all terikut2 her korean accent.

4 people that make this trip awesome.(: THREE CHEERS FOR EM!

GOODBYE KOREA!I MISS YOU SO MUCH,EVERY SINGLE MEMORIES.the best overseas trip ever in my life.

2011-10-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

I' m back yoooo from seoul,south korea.I HAD LOTTTTTSSSSS OF FUN!!I starting to miss korea,the cold weather which is 8-10 degree,the cute and funny tourguide,the rest of mates and not forgetting the one who make my week a great one;ain,aiin,dhaliena,may.With u guys,i always laugh non-stop.Last but not least,the KOREANS.cute handsome guys,preety girls.When i come back to korea,i dont know.Honeymoon maybe fuhhh hahaha will upload photos and more details of journey soon.(;

2011-09-30T08:56:00.000-07:00

Yessa!!Tmr is the day,my dream country here i come!I will be off for 1 wk without parents.I will use this time wisely,nyehahahah.Imma so excited,i know korea big deal but still first time take airplane.will be jakun!Temp there 15-18 at day time,3-8 at night time.crazeyyy or what.confirm double chop shivering.swim kt nyp pool jer da shiver.3/4 of things have been packed.Camera is a must to bring there eventho mine is budget nyer.Done with the shopping list and souvenier list for my family n close friends.Bye2!(:

2011-09-28T22:41:00.000-07:00

Happy belated 18th birthday,Siti Umairah!!!!Sorry if the day is tooo simple to be called a bday celebration.So the day is like i the one who came late but with A VALID reason hor!Off to seoulgarden,we really take alot of chicken n beef.Even the food is almost finish,me,umai n nurrul still find ourselves hungry.We eat from 1.30 i think to 4,hahahas include icecream.yumyumyum!Eyka off to work then,we 3 off to ikea looking at showroom.It makes me look forward to my own house which is only if i get married la.Since umairah want to eat the chicken wing,we sit down and talk and see each other crush fb.seriously i annoy them by saying'not handsome like umai's one'.Overall i had splendid time with them,honestly i dont feel good at the beginning cos i feel down of previous day incident.Thanks to them i feel abit better now.<3

Went home and mum gave me $$ for my trip,thanks mum!!and i ask her whether want to send me dengan lekas cakap of cossss!hahahas i cant wait for my trip

2011-09-24T02:21:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the overdue photos.blame syahir who go tahan~so this is it my first raya outing with ADC.There's super lot photos abt 400+ i dont know which to choose so the main & important photos.So this is fattah's house.Fattah is the one holding the cat.His mum aglio olio niceee!

Next house Hadzira,the one wearing pink blouse.Guess what we all watch glee.haiz most of them are gleeek btol!Me n faezah were eh cameron cute,damian cute!heeeeh

Asyikin house~her food damn power la,roti kirai!i eat one or two i guess.malu la nak mkn byk2 at people house.plus ayam stick.

Us at the bus,alot more candid photo but yeah.The bus is big for 25 people.It is just the 3rd house yet everyone look so dead really.dont ask me why.maybe effect of the food and us didnt walk alot.

At faezah's.The girls are all ready but the guys hmpphhh.

At Amin house.Amiinnnnnnnn,we all love to disturb him.u know he allergic to chicken.super kesian kan.i love chicken alot!!how he survive,hehs.

Jiayan the only one who bother looking at the camera for testing,hehs.

Our next bus,smaller compared to before why?

Whats with the teddy bear all over?

TADAAA!we all at the kindergarden bus,can u believe it.first of all i scared it will be very dirty,but quite comfortable.the driver also friendly and always smile n laugh at all our keletah.

Lepak time at que house cos her parents not at home.super cool la her house,not typical condo.

See all of us lepaking,actually i dont want but once i see everyone start to sleep apalagi cant resist the temptation.I also went to the house attic.super cool la but scary also after what mike says.

Candid shot,I love this photo.We all look so happy gitu,i looikee!

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This one is after hamdan house,the bus got problem so the driver need the guys help to push the bus.The guys are so kanchiong,while they help,i at there beside laughing all the way.can imagine?

At Hamdan's house,the 22 yr old man.hahaha.i cant remember why me and alice laugh,maybe at shi jie jokes.Random~Sanjiv looks handsome in baju kurung la,hahaha XD

At Alfin's!

At Syahir's house.the 2nd last house but that is the moment we all get super high,like really high.WEIRD!

Last house,Nurfa!The house that me,asyikin,faezah make a scene.ol cos cats.Nurfa let out all her 4 cats out.apelagi we all freak out when the cats are below the sofa.Seriously,its like mati hidup balik.Yet the rest keep disturbing us.Sorry nurfa,my first visit to ur house then perangai tk senonoh.So yeap we end the trip at 10 plus cos we book the bus from 10-10.I had fun with them,since when i didnt.<3

2011-09-24T01:38:00.000-07:00

Results has been released,alhamdulilah i pass all my modules.no need to have supp paper and retake of modules.Among the modules,i'm proud to say that i got a C in OOP,easy said a programming module.C for a total zero experience in coding and who didnt really like java and doesnt even know blog code.Round of applause for me.I need to work hard for next sem.to increase my gpa.my gpa like shiets,i deserve it anw cos i play alot this sem 1.1.Next sem,no more late for 8am class on monday and work harder.surely!hahaha me on monday,yilying on thurs.The most usual latecomer in class.I cant wait for school,i'm so going to take foreign language.Weee,ok the next post will be photos of the raya outings with adc,sec sch mates and polymates

2011-09-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

The encouragement that u gave me,i was so shocked that u actually swim back to swim beside me till the finishing line.U give the encouragement smile when i was there shivering.His fav.line to me'dont panic'.I know people he just being friendly.but cant help to think why so sweet.i was about to delete the feelings away chets.

2011-09-17T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hi all!Have been super busy.let me tell snippet of this week.tues-training.wed-jalan raya thurs-extra training for nonswimmer,fri-training.3/4 of this week has been full with training of swimming.No nope i still have that phobia of deep water.Biggest improvement for me this week is to jump from platform without the board.but of cos with the help from swimmers.Me and faezah barely failed the trial cos of her contact lens drop and me with changing lifevest 2 times,seriously its too big and not comfortable.Seriously all this while that had given me the most help is TS and edmund,they keep encouraging me non-stop and swim beside me everytime,since they know i'm scared of water.i hope i can do it next tues for the trial and prove everyone wrong!you can do it,khairiah!Insyaallah!(:

2011-09-12T02:21:00.000-07:00

Photos of all raya outings will be uploaded next week.Now i damn sad,restless,no mood.My loved adc members had berangkat to mount tahan for freaking 11 days.LONG OR WHAT!and this is also the first time we did not go to expedition together.Now i miss them already,felt like crying when i hug one by one,seriously i held back the tears.I dont know it will be this sad.the only funny is when i hug zan,''asal kau tinggi sangat ni?''kaulah asal pendek sangat?hahaha kuangasam.So this is the feeling of sending off the people that u love.Take care guys,i know its not easy there but perseverance the training u guys had will be worth it.i want to see u guys back in one piece on 22nd.i will miss aliyah,hafiza,ganesh,jiayan,heed,fattah,zan,hannan,alfin,ck,syahir,poh chin,alice,sanjiv,zamir,benjamin.):

2011-09-07T06:12:00.000-07:00

Hi all!Last weekend on 3/4 sep while people busy jalan raya,i went for kayakking course.fun but scary for me.Now i know why the people there all so muscular tengok la brape berat the kayak.very heavyyyy!My instructors also not bad the muscles,ehehhe.one look like beast doojoon.i quite comfortable with him.Among all,im the slowest learner cos i verrrrrrry scared of water.Especially the last day when we need to kayak and then the stormy waves comes in wooohhhh hanya Allah saja yg tahu how scared am i.Luckily everyone motivate and cheer me on if not i give up already.Capsize part very funny,i tend to skip but thomas realised that i havent do it so yeah i'm the last one to do.wobble wobble few times but still cannot capsize.Overall i still get my star 1 kayak cert.woohoo!

tmr i will be jalan raya-ing with yr 1 adc members.Sadly i cant follow with the actual adc raya outing );.fri with sec sch babes,poly mates next wed.Excited?i dont know.

2011-09-04T23:36:00.000-07:00

After having a good gossip times with mrs chong~hehs!

Really miss walking to school with this two.

Mr Richard,a very nice man!Always give us advice (;

Mr Tan Chun Ming,my fav. bio teacher eventhough that time when he teach us,we didnt really listen to him.But hey,he is the one of few teachers who were there for me after the results.

Mdm fazleen!She still look the same like before pregnancy.HAHS!pretty pretty!

Mr Kuan!(:

Cikgu Nora!She seen us grow from sec 1 till all of us become poly student.

2011-08-31T07:20:00.000-07:00

Mind me talking about k-pop for today~For me it is more than a k-pop.This guy above has been introduce me to the world of k-pop during 2009when i watch the videos, kpop is still not that popular that time.2009 when i start craze bout super junior.among my friends i the only kpop freak.hahahaha.Tomorow 1st september this guy will be going to army for 2 years.i'm sad not because he is leaving,i dont know whether i still into kpop after 2 years.Probably u guys will be asking why i say like so emo.Those who have their favourite bands will know the feeling of happy seeing them in video after a tired day or when u having bad day.So yeah,last 8 months was the happiest moment when i get to see them real life in indoor stadium.So hurr this is the depressing,sad news that ive been tweeting recently.So yeah gooodbye kim heechul~):

2011-08-26T23:31:00.000-07:00

Hellloo all,been busy with exams eventhough only 3 papers.Left with one more programming on 2nd day raya~I still remember that day my girls ask whether i can do programming when even i no nothing on blog codes.Can okayyy.Anyway we left 3 days of ramadhan and to raya.ok lah will be go out with pri sch,sec sch mates,poly friends.HEHS 3 stage of education,but why i didnt feel the mood of raya.i will be busy with white water training,edmund had the idea to increase training to thrice per week one at sentosa if need.that's why one o the reasons i decide not to work.

EXCITED NEWS PEOPLE!i get selected to go korea,omgosh dream come true please.since can use psea,i just need to fork out money for shopping!but bad news is i go off on the 24th sep~umairah's bday!i will only be back on 30th.Nevermind i will buy u a gift from there.More excited than raya!!what to wear,where to go.1st time take aeroplane jakun right,finally the feeling of going to overseas when going to changi airport.

2011-08-19T08:27:00.000-07:00

HELOO!its been long time.what i want say here is summarise of what happened okay.Now not feeling well having flu n fever al cos of exam.Exam fever,like every year.dont know why seems my body can detect when's exam.Put that aside,had iftar with my girls isms and adc family.Iftar with my girls at airport what more u can say,airport = laughingplace.Umai seems to know i crave for kuihtart and she bought it.hahahah the baked rice not satisfying at all,service NOT good.how can chilli sauce out of stock?!tell me~Overall had a great catchup with the girls.

Adc family wont explain much,iftar at ayam penyet ria.played the worst true or dare ever!Had a total fun!*winks*

2011-08-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

Hello all!hows almost first week of fasting?good?We reach 1/4 of puasa already.Anyway what i want say,i forgot that i had passed 4 year anniversary with this blog.4 YEARS?yes,it pass really quickly from being a nerd sec2-friendship conflict in sec3-having nlevel in sec4-olevel in sec5-current life in nyp.How much i've grown all these years.Every end of year i always had thought of deleting this blog but really this blog has been my bestestfriend eva,super lots memories.Shall continue this blog till i graduate in 3 years time,insyaallah!(:

This month i was packed with iftars,iftar iftar jugak,also need to revise for exam.I shall cut down on my cca.My sem.exam is on 23rd-31st.31st.Last paper on 2nd day of raya WTH kan.Programming pulak tu,one of weakest module.so suckish can!!on bright side holiday till mid oct.cant wait!!got to know my sch organizing trip to s.korea for a week omg,i really want to goooooooo but confirm double chop they look at result.if likethat i 100% cannot alr.i also got white water rafting expedition at perak.Double excited!

2011-07-30T22:26:00.000-07:00

The day before ramadhan..I have the feeling this year gonna be different.It will really test my patience i guess.No one beside me to support me in school,temptations after temptations.I will be super busy with exams,test and 3 times training a week.I scared i wont have time for everyone especially for my family.i scared i wont give my best during this ramadhan.During this period,i always have a sudden miss to arwah atuk(s).Al-fatihah to arwah atuks.And to all,Selamat menyambut ramadhan!We wont know that maybe this is our last ramadhan.

2011-07-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

With Ain,Elina.(cute senior) & aliyyah!

This time everyone still in a hyper mode,ignoring the fact we had walked for 3 hours.

Haslam look like aboss watching us 120 pushups in the morning all due to forget to bring the necessity items.Me and zan was like eiiii semut all the way!

Lunch at sengkang park.EXACTLY the same place me n isms plus fyfy celebrate our this year friendship day.Cream pasta for the day,tekak doesnt feel good that time and pervert ants bite my backside.superrrrr painful!

Abresion on shoulder~put powder doesnt work,at last put deep heat.feel like crying siaaaa,so hot n burning!2nd day not much photo,all of us look like some zombie.

Day 3-orchard.Veryyyy fun i must say.Sorry for the jumbled photos.Yes,thats us.looking like some tourist.We got some navigation problem at novena.so yeah me and heed take that time to lay down on our bags and sleep.I know maybe some of u will go eiii tak senonoh tidur tepi jalan,but try experience this and u will find yourself sleep while standing i tell you.

Breakfast time!i cooked for them scrambled eggs.IKR,since the rest are guys you know the motherly feeling.And when fattah said my scrambled eggs nice,fuhhh kembang can become wife already

As you can see,the tired face,the fake smile but still enduring.We reaching school already.
I was really in pain that time.

My bad habit~always have time for camera.pantanngggg betul

Crazy bunch of people that make my life in poly more merrier!Love them lots!<3

2011-07-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

I'm back!HIH(half island hike) was a killer i tell you.Pats on my back cos i survived,my girls know that i dont like to walk,icant even walk to hougang mall from my home,apetah lagi nie more than 9 hours of non stop hiking.I just summarise our destination from day 1-3

Day 1-ang mo kio(nyp) to sembawang park,tired but everyone so hyper.get the momentum first

Day 2-Worse! sembawang>yishun>sengkang&punggol>kallang.2nd day we almost died.kaki macam nak tercabut!!REALLY!we got lost somemore around 12 plus at night with grp 5.too sleepy that i got sleepwalk.i did not sleep cos of stupid ants having picnic on my funpack n bagpack.

Day3-kallang>bugis>orchard(town)>novena>bishan>nyp.yes you heard me,we went to TOWN with a bigpack and everyone staring at us.but i had great time there.Day 3 was the fun day of all.Otw back school was the most testing our patience.really!i started to have abresion on legs.150 pushups upon reaching clubrm and grp hug after that,so sweeeeeet!

Photos will be uploaded soon.
(Hint no 2 he's in the photo okbye!*giggles*)

2011-07-19T06:48:00.000-07:00

Sentosa with adc peeeeps are 1000xxx fun!i love them very much.how i wish they can be my classmates.I'm much more closer with them compared to MI1105?anyway photos updates will be next week.HIH coming up,half round hiking in singapore.woohhooo Btw He's going!Same bagpack again,okay stopit!teehee I will be back this sunday.Miss me!(;

2011-07-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

Spent my wednesday with these girls for awhile.YEAP,friendship day in nyp.i dont know why so random,heheh.So lunch with nurrul first.sorry to nurrul cos making her wait for me,soryyyy luh project mah.We chit chat took photo while waiting for Eyka.So tadahh went to the atrium for the sake of free polaroid photo and see mascots.We saw this doraemon mascot,sejak bila doraemon tinggi ngan kurus?hahaha.Great time with them.Eventhough we in same poly,chances meeting each other is almost zero if not planned.

Really,eventhough i make lot of new friends now but this 2 will be irreplaceable.They are the one who i can make a pissed off face and get angry without having guilt cos i know we will be okay the next day.(: i also miss the other two but did they miss me?heheheh different school different schedules,so cant blame that we dont have time to meet.(:

2011-07-09T00:15:00.000-07:00

Term 2,Semester 1.I had about 4 projects to due in wk15,2 of it are formal presentation.Next week is week13.Exam start around wk17?i so stressss to think about it,i one of the lowest in class ya know.Breakdown after class,after getting my c.maths commontest infront of ziying and yilying.oh no,but thanks girls for the encouragement*HUGS* and also my jiejie in class,katherine.~i also flunk my photoshop test,prepare to get fat zero.u know how stress i feel right now!!if u see me going out next week,because it is already plan long time ago.i wish i can plan to go out but yeah my schedules is packed.how i wish,i can go and watch movies and go to town.its beeeenn long timeeeeee i tell you!and ramadhan coming,cant wait also~random fact;i did 90 pushup during training this wk,piggyback jiayan and pooja individually that has same weight s me one round in stadium.MUSCLE ACHE NOW like makcik2

i cant hide my emotion

~i laugh when i happy,i cry when i sad.

2011-07-01T00:57:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAH!for entertainment sake people!i was super bored,having too much free time this week.Basically common test just ended,no comments on that and i dont want to comment on it also.Anyway its JULY,so fast right.July gonna be packed,tmr i got climbrun event tmr.16th july sentosa with adc mates with an extra senior,syafiq.hahaha joking mum!With 3 projects piling up,havent touch them yet.And movie date with Dhaliena monte carlo,lets go!I miss talking to her so yesterday we had long chat from dmd theory to kpop to personal things with each other.She;s the first person to say i dont look my age cos i'm cute?hahahaha funny la.I want more holidays,i just feel that im going to get sick.

~u ask me why i look scared seeing you?i just scared to fall for you.

2011-06-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

Tell me how can i not love ADC?From the photos,you can see all the excited and happy faces.So i'm going to start my jerangkang stories from day1-4.Day1-need to report in front of clubroom by 12.Divided into 4 groups,berkelah and jerangkang.Die-die they said we going to 2 places,hmm terus member sad.Went through the procedure of packing bag,lighting up gas canistar,trash management and RAMP.

Played games,heheh i loikeeee!and secret pal choosing time.It was a fun event i must say.I got nizammudin,at first like who the heck is he?cos we need to take care of that person for 4 days but sadly he in jerangkang team so difficult to meet.Bus supposed to come at 5.30 so apelagi in adc phototaking is a-must!!!
Waited waited waited for bus,it didnt come.played primary sch games,i totally sucks in it.kena laugh by members alot of time cos of my blurness.Bus reached at 7 plus.fuhhh so late then need to wait for jerangkang bus.We went off at 8 plus.Reach immigration~me and jiayan had problem with fingerprint and end up we are the last one to go off.
Reached malaysia jb~had our dinner.there's one paiseh moment i was changing my money and i supposed to get 60 rm back but i just see 5 without 0 and 10.so i was too confident that i told the rest.rupanyer tak nampak the zero.confident right.Continue bus journey~the senior show us harry potter part 1.we all watch for the in beginning but slowly one by one fall asleep.Sleep until next pit stop to go toilet.Reached the waiting place in front of mosque.when subuh time,its cute to see all malay guys in adc rushing inside.

Day2-it is morning so consider day 2 right.change our shoes to booties.so not comfortable,took photos again but this time i did not post here cos with senior.Took lorry to jerangkang,so bumpy for an hour.Need to trek for awhile and reach our basecamp.so for berkelah team we need to get ready our trekking materials.Trekking journey begin for 1 hour,i survived!We went to sungai to have our mobile lunch and mandi sungai.Superb i tell you,first time mandi air sungai.the feeling is so different.
I think we play water for about an hour and we need to trek again.Trip and fall alot of time during trekking.i dont care whether it's a leaves,stem or whatever if i'm going to fall i just pull that.hahahah thanks to zamir and vallen for the trekking 1st part.always help me.Along the way,i always say 'oh mak kau' alot of times.Cliff jumping~first time yaw!i was scared at first with the help of everyone and their encouragement,i managed to jump.Water tracing next~it is the scariest ever!Sorry steven,but because of u slipped and fall to me and i fall with khai,it remind me of my bad memory.i cant believe i shouted help help me while wearing life-vest.paiseh much!After i get out water,i just cried.so jengeng i know.continue water tracing i fall again and again,so frustrated.Mr wilfred advice me how i can improve more.Back to basecamp to cook our dinner~hainanese chicken rice.Yadayada,reflection time for what we did so day2 for me is fun but not that great.Instead of that,i reflect on my life,what i want in life while closing my eyes and dengan ai sungai jernih.LOL!The girls decide to sleep at 10,so early right but yeah we damn tired.
Day3-Woke up by the loud noise from guys.Get prepare for breakfast which i forgot what.Everyone gather at sungai jerangkang to say goodmorning to it.And dip into water for 10 sec.soooooooooo cooooldddd but nice!played games and splash water.double whacko after that for our team.
Played washing machine,damn fun!i told them already not to throw me high,but none listen.we washing everyone including papa fairul.With teamwork,nothing is impossible.Then we played slide from cliff,quite fun also!tumble all over when reach down.

After that free time in sungai.while majority girls in boya,i played with the guys as in they teach me how to swim.hahahah but once i cannot feel my legs,panic mode on.hahahha.Dinner time,cook laksa.fuh after 3 days this the only i have the appetite to eat,but our laksa abit tasteless.Plan for our talentnite theme is movies.Our grp full of crap la hahahah madagascar in bollywood,funny sia!This talentimenite not as fun as oreo campfire.alot of crikcrik hehe Night sentry time,mine is at 2.30.thanks ah to hafiz or hakim who took this,perangai tidur satu2 buruk sey.i really did not sleep,i just close my eyes since the rest are sleeping.Off we go at 5am,me and jiayan clean up the mess in total darkness.Quickly pack my bag afterthat.yadayada dip into sungai jerangkang.This time more cold cos its in the morning after sunrise.Dip for 15 sec but i can only last for few sec cos laugh.i accidently hit my head onto hakim(senior)head.Ouch!
Lorry back to main land.Serious i regret of sitting onto the boya,i just feel like falling onto person behind,dahlah my balance not that good.Nasi lemak for breakfast,free breakfast.feel so kampung2,nice feeling.The senior show us xmen first class,but i sleep instead.Every movies they show i will sleep.I woke up like'eh finish already?'look at the rest sleep,went back to sleep.Stop at yongpeng have our lunch,burger ramly and cupcorn.Nak balik jer appetite naik.
Back in spore and sch at about 4 plus.Do all logistics stuff and bathe.Pizza for dinner and one bottle of pepsi each,mak kau!!!Shared pizza with fattah and jiayan.i eat one terus kenyang.Before that secret pal time;need to go to our secret pal and shake hands.And jeng jeng jeng mine is andy,really unexpected.He was so caring to me despite we in 2 diff.team.Thankyou!!Cabbed home with sanjiv,jiayan,hannan.(:My first ever expedition~lots of good memories.Lookingforwardtothenextone <3

2011-06-17T02:33:00.000-07:00

Hi y'all!updates for this week.hmmm i just started my holiday almost one week has passed.Busy with makeup lessons and jerangkang training.but that all fun.First time swim in nyp swimming pool abit jakunlah,did water traping whatever it is called then proceed to 2.4 km then play waterbomb game.this is where the rashes start blame whoever idea to play on the grass.Met zakiah after that.having stomach pain,sorry babe!share stories and stuff.hehehi cant recall much.Well tomorow is father's day and i'm not in spore celebrating it.Well father,you know i loveyou right.You're the only man that i can love right now.So cheesy sia!hahahas will be back with more dedication on my dad arighty!Tomorow jerangkang till wednesday.feeling normal only not that eggcited dont want to expect anything.XD

2011-06-07T03:16:00.001-07:00

its true that they say in poly u wont get any true friends like really true..maybe a couple of gd friends..When u want to ask for help,rarely people will help you..You giveme that kind of attitude when i need ur lil help,.So disapointed of u lil friend.All u want to do is to bring me down.U wont help me when i need help,u give that kind of comments when i scored a lil better than u?U said that i not fit enough in adventure club cos im not sporty enough,who are u to say that.I've been tolerating ur attitude girl!Childish freak i must say!U can fug offfffffff!You must not want to see my nasty attitude,like seriously.

2011-06-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

Look at xing yi eyes,she really tried hard to open her eyes!heeeeh
Laugh hard during this,thanks ah siang chin.
I spent my half of saturday with these girls in school completing our gsm project.Time wasted searching for right place to seat and charge the laptops.After discussing and completed our project,ape lagi snap snap photos.Anyway this week had been a hectic week for me,submitting projects,reports and lab test while having a very bad cough and sorethroat is not easy.From monday till now,havent get any better.Worse still,after rock climbing i almost vomited out,luckily Nabs help me.Thanks!(;What more eh,i met two of my isms in school,its been long time i must say,shall have more catch-up soon with the rest.

I can't wait for holiday~maybe going jerangkang expedition,out with pri sch babes,out with isms,out with sisterdeks.Two weeks,can this be accomplish?And and and of cos a good time with my FAMILY!

2011-05-27T08:02:00.000-07:00

Hi you all!I realised i didnt blog much of my daily school life huh.Nothing much actually,just with my classmates there's alot of argument here and there.I try not to dislike people but sometimes their attitude seriously need some adjustment..Projects and reports are also piling up,i don't know which one to do first till i can't contribute much to one of the groups.Seriously i need to adapt faster.With java module that i seriously sucks in it,that's my worst module ever!!But the lecturer was cool and funny,''you can pass up the assignment after u graduate'' Sarcastic much! HMPH.

CCA was fine and fun as always.Did bouldering on monday,i was really struggling with my short legs.there was time when seri support me and ter-lifted up my shirt,fuhh i was so shocked and fall.Luckily the guys did not pay attention to our area.After the bouldering part,my confidence straightaway become zeroooo.Belaying and rock climbing.i skipped rock climbing cos i scared i cant climb.The members force me to climb but still i refused.WED-had atc,did knots.1st part was okay until the rabbit part came in.I was so blur in it till some of my mates get pissed off i think.I can't get it.Alahh better seek help from the senior la kan,they're more expert and friendly.Did PT,now my stamina getting lil better.I thought by joining this cca,i can have more malay friends but still...akward.

2011-05-16T05:26:00.000-07:00

I feel like tell the whole story from Day 1-3.But then people will get bored reading it.hahahahs.

Day 1-me and asyiqin were late by few minutes where the rest had gathered.then,divided by groups.We separated,i in group 5,she in grp 6.I can get lost while looking for my group.hahaha.Did some introduction and played fun games like concentration game,whacko,ding dong.Seriously i really sucks in those games.when my turn, i was stoning for 2 sec.what's new right?I can get along with my groupmates really easily,they were very fun people.Next up,went to atrium play wind blow wind.There's one time one of the adc member shout wear white or something,i can still seat down and laugh at people suddenly hafiz cakap'eh pakai putih kan,pegi ah'.Selenge or what.Before that,i want to introduce to my groupmates(from left):Eileen,Haqqym,Adam,Amin,Puteri,Hafiz,Angelina,Kah Hoong,Jia yi,Alfin,Junna,Xiao Meng.After that had different session abt packing and adventure stuffs.at 11 de-brief and wash up.Overnight at amphitheatre.Woke at 2 for night century,since i the first to woke up,i wake up the rest of girls.Satu2 muka ngantuk sey but we sempat share lame cold jokes and makan ikan bilis.LOL!!

Day 2-Woke up at 5 plus to mandi again,this time jia yi wake me up.really tired my body all aching.Wash up and get ready to run around school for morning exercise.Seriously i forgot when is the last time i run,so pancit.Sampai atrium,i almost vomited.Played games,tree,squirel,hunter and 2 more games i forget the name.Really kecoh,Dance friendship-dance.Headed to north canteen to have our heavy breakfast;nasi lemak with ayam goreng and airpork airpork.LOL!Pack our stuff and off board to bus to go where PULAU UBIN!my first time yaw go there.so a bit jakun.Sampai sana did a watermelon and coconut activity.yummy yummy,the guys really tk gentleman lor the coconut campak kt girls.of cos i also didnt do the coconut but i open the watermelon ohkays!

Informal!Look at my arm,maciam dah ada muscles.MACIAMMMM only.Happy-happy do this thing suddenly rain!omgoodness rushed to the girls bershka(so called tent).You know what we do inside,we sempat exchanged fb email.funny ah.the trainers dig some hole infront of tent so that water wont flow inside.But really no use dah flooded dah.Half an hour later,briefing again and start our adventure race.My fav. is the charade and apple eating.Obviously i'm the one that eat apple while blindfolded.I can hear they all comment that i have a small mouth is that a compliment?but when i bite the apple,half of the apple gone.SERIOUSLY KHAIRIAH!The guys were wow-ed at me,hehehe.since i blindfolded young and edmundput their fist in front of me.nasib i didnt bite their hand cuma ter-kiss.woops!

This game also very stressful,our group left right left right after that waitttttttttttttt hahaha one balloon drop need to restart.We walked one round to find another checkpoint,and realised dont have much time left.so yeah yang(young) told us to skip the last one.sodeh bulu lei,like just the last one and our amazing race completed.For info,young is the guy wearing red shirt.He very muscular,super muscular ya know.

Next up,dinner.Almost everyone do not know how to cook.hmm,so they asked who's the fnn student,and i'm the only one.All i did is to chopped the garlic,slice carrots,cut hotdogs.And one of the alumni said to me'this is a taste competition not decoration comp.'hahaha terus distracted.And our rice hangus cos why eh either not enough water or too long.The taste bluekkk i dont know how to describe,but since we hungry just bedal jer lah.I realised we cook too much rice and bcos of it we cannot finish up.Apalagi pushed to the guys to eat it.While waiting for it,we discuss our skit for campfire.So last minute discussion,hahaha about thorzan,pokemon,actually we want to add somemore cartoon characters like pwerpuffgirls.

Campfire started,started with cheer bomb from group to group.hehs.Learn alot of cheer and sing campfire song.Like finally i have a real campfire.Me and puteri fav is giganggoli goli watca gi gang go gingang go hella or hella shella,boom chika boom,boom chika waka chika waka chika boooom!The skits almost all got gays.Got one time ni i accidentally laugh out loud at one guy nie.Betul2 weird.The alumni are really entertaining,funny.Sing sunshine song,our adc song,do sexy,berg clap.Got one member instead of saying green hornet tercakap green kornet.Apalagi the whole adc member laugh at him,and got satu wear sarban like rahimah rahim.Really funny.Before closing the campfire,we did alot of version friendship dance;headbang la,wobble wobble,sexy,moonwalk,shuffle.And everytime we meet new friend,need to say hi like crazy.Cos of this,i need to ignore the fact that i had hold hands with guys.Anyway,a few of them especially seniors ask me 'ohh so you are malay?' okayyyyyy what does that mean,i look filipino or indonesian is it.hahahaha.End campfire also got cheer ley.At that point everyone was so high including me.

Nightwalk after that,not scary cos everyone da sleepy.After reach one checkpt,we need to go back to the campsite alone but for me who having toot lain case.Nasib!!!So i and puteri decided to walk together,alot of things we shared about schools,life.We both said something straightforward to each other under the moonlight.At 1 plus then everyone walk to bershka.Instead of sleeping straightway,i busy searching for slippers.ask around but still cant find.end up i wear people slipper.Hhehehe.Cant sleep cos the bershka is full.so play card game with nadiah and hannah till 2 plus.Cannot tahan i sleep at tent for changing clothes one.quite comfortable heheh clever idea from us 3.wake up at 6.30,everyone forget their own night century shifts.da penat saper mau layan

Let's talk honestly,we all didnt bathe or brush teeth and straightaway make n eat breakfast.hahahahs there's really no water.so wait to reach school then bathe.After breakfast,need to make mobile lunch and pack up to leave pulau ubin.Really tired that i can sleep in bumpboat and bus.Reached school played games with alumni and do low element and abseiling.i dont knw why i nervous for abseiling padahal dah pernah buat lagi tinggi.

The finale activity,the most happening activity aka the bathe for everyone also.The ularlala nyp version but there's embarassing moment.The mat is slippery and when i finish sliding i stand up,i fall down again terhempap muka.epic fall down.to avoid the paiseh-ness i just laugh out loud with jia yi.i can see from side eyes the alumni are watching me to see i'm okay or not

Dont mind the buruk face,slide a few times and spray water to each other.Very fun!!!!!But kan got someone pad terjatuh,disgusting much.i thought its mine i try to touch my butt without knowing tung sheng is hiding behind me.LOOOOOOL!After that,did cleaning utensils with girls while guys clean banners.Finally bathe time,i take my own sweet time to bath.Feel very fresh ya know!!!Debrief and prize presentation time.Then photo taking with whole adc family member.

We are adc

We go makan kfc

We go expeditions jump from cliffs,

and kayak in the sea

We go rock climbing

we can also kayaking,

we can abseil,we can prussik

We are one big family! <3

2011-05-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

Happy mother's day!!I love my mama so muchhhhhhhh!Mama that care for me so much,always motivate me to do my very best,comfort me when i'm really down,kiss my forehead when i'm sick,i can list down more why i love my mum so much.Sadly during mother's day,she need to work,overtime plak tu.but luckily we celebrate yesterday.Mum should know i'm the only daughter who had difficulty in expressing emotions into words.I hardly say 'i love you' anyway i'm sorry mama if i've been a bad daughter.not doing things that you asked,doing things that you dont like,tak sengaja raise my voice to you.Eventhough you like to nag but still you're the awesome-est mom ever!!Note to everyone the best shoulder to cry on is your mum and then your mum will cry together with you(:

2011-04-29T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone!!Bad and good updates of the week.

Bad-i feel really down for two days straight until verge of tears.With the addition of two weirdo classmates,it makes me pissed off even more.Min wen told me that my face is neutral when i talk to her,i think you dont want to see my angry face.Not that i dont like you,i just hate your 'princess' attitude.World doesnt revolve around you only okayszzz!!

G00d-Great short catchup with two sweet babe;ezzaty and afiqah.Honestly,we 3 are very tireddd!so we just had nearby early dinner.There's next time but really planning to meet very difficult.I dont know but i love thursday.class so chaotic.Plus there's a two cute senior next class,totally look like taeyang and taemin.HAHAHA!good thing of being in a engine school.Next up,short meet-up with our mentor regarding class trip to kl/melacca include sunway lagoon this june.Excited or what.We will also be going to broadcasting station and place to see how they make newspaper,interesting.Yay!i'm totally going.hehs.Today had a gsm,quite interesting talk about personality.did quiz and mine is that i'm a individualistic,loyal,really hard to trust th person back if the trust has been broken.REALLY TRUE!!

2011-04-24T00:41:00.000-07:00

Spent my good friday with usual good -isms.We really dont know where to go,end up slack at cp but somehow i'm the only one who wear jeans.weird!BUT after lunch,umairah received a call regarding her work so we all need to rush to town immediately.LUCKILY i wear okkkk for town.see,i got sense that something bad will happen.We waited for mai at lucky plaza mac,eat icecream.That day,i think i blabber too much and laugh bit much.

Sorry to my isms especially to eyka when i laugh out loud,its my habit i think.it runs in my genes.Seems that my laugh make you all embarassed.The only time i did not laugh loud is the time when i laugh really bad,ketawa tk ada suara.example,umairah told me and farhanah her camp jokes.I really cant detect her fullstop or question-mark.So i replied back,'so is it a question or what,what u want me to reply then?' LOL!it same goes to nurrul.she also clue-less.HEHE.I will miss my isms except for eyka n nurrul cos i can bump into them in school.I also want to meet zakiah,my sistardeks.(;

2011-04-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

Yay!I survived the first week of school.I'm so tiredddddd!Just the 1st week but i have alot stories to tell.Ok where to start first?Erm 1st day-i'm so gonna be late,rush and run for bus.wait for classmates at mrt station.Lectures and tutorials this week all introduction onlyAnd on the second day can u believe i actually go to the wrong class.partially my fault but hey how i know that class will be banded.Classmates was friendly but i havent really talk to them,so yeah.Finally i got to learn photoshop hahah i really suck at it.Club crawl on 3rd day went with min wen.we can get lost going to sports complex,like seriously going round and round.Signed up for MCG and ADC.I dont know which to choose,will compare it once i go for their orientation.What's more eh?On thurs,went to lab to dismantle Cpu,its kind of cool.The lecturer ask us to put back the wires all that but i dont know eh when my partner and i put back there's sound come from the cpu.only our group!hahahahs thank god my classmate infront help me with it.So far my poly life isnt that great yet,no offence but it is not really that bad.(:

2011-04-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

Orientation ended,so this is my class;MI1105.As you can see,i'm the only malay girl here.only 4 girls in class.Totally remind me of Sec3C.Well,i did thought of changing class but yeah if can,can.if cannot also nevermind.The orientation really sucks to the max lor plus the akwardness between classmates make it worse.

This game really make us talk,think of strategy to be the fastest.all witty and nonsense ideas.We actually 'bully'the OGL's.hahahh.And our class got the lowest point for quiz.-.-I think we need time to adapt and be comfortable with each other.

On 13th n 14th,went for maths preparatory course.Its been months since i do maths so yeah.The maths fuhhhh amaths dok!if i said last time o level maths difficult this is triple times difficult.and the lecturer said this is basic.hurrrrr!Nevermind,persevere.Main is to do well and get diploma by yr 3

2011-04-04T23:18:00.000-07:00

I just felt like talking about my girls,i didnt realise that our name now is -isms.Meaning of it?only we know.nyehahah.The point of me blogging is that since we will be busy with our respective studies and school.We will be busy to meet each other,so yeah.Haiiii,i really meant it about being sad not part of sengkang anymore..):if you know what i mean..

Siti Farhanah~I've know her for 5 years and my first introduction to her was really epic.We still remember till now.I like to touch her stomach alot when im bored.Hahahahs.She's my best victim to disturb or imitate right.Eventhough i rarely have a serious talk to her but i know she's a very good friend.She will know how to make a friend smile.Among us 5,she's like a big sister,for example 'dont do this and that with ur hand,its not good'hahahhah.She's the moodmaker in the group.But beware when she's mad,she a very scary girl.nyehahahah <3

Eyka~Calm,sweet friend.She can get hyper at times.If farhanah is the big sis,she's like a mum.Those things that a typical mum bring everytime go out.The most memorable that i can think is that when we suddenly become close during sec 1,quarrel for 2 years and back to close friend till now.Hahahas.She's a very hardworking person from my point of view after knowing for years.She knows what she wants in life.We going to see each other around for 3 years more but still its not going to be the same right. <3

Nurrul~Super funny girl.I still remember the anthenna joke in the mrt.LOL!We've been classmates for 5 years and bestpwen for 4 years.See each other for another 3 years.She's the most clever person among us but she's also the most bengap ever,very slow to catch our joke.Sometimes my jokes to her are very extreme,i think she can take it.For example,eh neyo is my lover.i thought u like chris brown,i like both.Ohh why u always like dark skin guy?Ouch gitu.She's been there for me everytime i need her. <3

Umairah~This tall girl,see the cm difference.I dont know why i keep getting a tall2 friend.She's very spontaneous and loud as you all know.She got the wife-like inside her.Everytime always say' boleh kahwin nie'Lol.Mai is also a very creative person,thats the reason why she got accepted into tp design school. Hmm,she's very helpful friend,i remember when i need a kitchen for my practical coursework Mai is the one who help me.Luckily her mum allow me to 'mess up' her kitchen.Thanks alot!!!<3

2011-04-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY!hahaha this is the person that i tweet.Handsome right?heheheh.AHHHHHH!(fangirl scream).I hope u get a girlfriend fast and be super hot please on the 5th album.Among all 13,this is my fav. guy.WHY?because simply he's funny.whenever watch him on video,never once i will not laugh.this guy is emotional,aww!I met him during concert on JAN,simply super handsome.OMGOSH!Well,i'm just a fan.People might ask why i crazy over them,there's no answer to this.Back to topic,the girl who became his gf is super lucky,hehehe i'm single ya know only 7 years age gap.hahahahahh.Come back to Korea and improve ur chinese.Eunhyuk,the DancingMachine.Usual pose *peace* MUACKS 1000X From an E.L.F (:

2011-04-01T23:49:00.000-07:00

HAIR!!im going to cut my hair soon.not that i really want but you know i always think why not give a change in my hairlength.so yeap i will cut it in a latest before sch opens.People around me will know how much i love and hate my hair.Love because of the curl,hahah.Hate because of the dryness.How short should i cut?i scared if too short,it will grow back very slowly cos my hair curl so need to follow the shape.HOW?should i cut my long hair,when should i cut,will i regret it?Fickle fickle minded!!i will miss my hair indeed.i will miss swing it around to farhanah,eyka,nurrul face.i will miss praise my hair for looking super long after bath.

2011-03-30T02:10:00.000-07:00

Airport with nurrul,nana,mai yesterday.eyka had a date with dan,so yeap.Plan to meet at 1.30 end up 2 pm.standard!Lunch at popeye.without fail,we will eat there everytime go there.Share stories bout some blogger,seriously i'm lost.Off to coffee bean to buy some drinks.cherry on the top drink,i loikeeee!After that comes all our merepek,starting from my lame justin bieber jokes to creating nicknames for each other.Then,played some games n truth or dare.The worst part come here when i realise i dont have any money to go home and mai n nurrul also penniless.we are hungry at same time.fuhh really that will be 1st n last time we will experience that.so moral of story dont go out if dont have money (:

2011-03-23T06:47:00.000-07:00

HI!!Outing with the girls was fun.it was eyka 18th belated outing.sorry babe,everytime ur bday i always broke.Sorry once again..We thought of picnic at pasir ris,but we are so clever that we didnt buy any food or drinks.We suffering under the hot sun but still playing jenga and monopoly deal.Off to mccafe to continue with our game,quite long i can say.

Then,we make our trip down to tampines mall to have our seoul garden,but sadly ther's no student meal dinner there.so eat texas chicken.Like what farhanah said,we eat like some piranha?BURPPPPP!Will recommend there to my family.hehehe

PHOTO TIME!Sampai touch-up2 macam,heheh teruk betul kawan2 ku.hahahah.While happy snap snap,i realised that my slipper terputus.I dont want to blame my girls la kan,but why everytime my slipper putus is always with them,why?hehehe no mood to go back to sengkang straight away home from tampines.

i find this weird;i was sleeping at bus,then suddenly i woke up and then stare at this paricular guy wearing white tshirt after that tidur balik.Then i woke up again,i search for that guy.i think i must be dreaming.WEIRD.

2011-03-18T22:26:00.000-07:00

For some reason,i edit my post back with new photos.for memories sake.

Day1-i supposed to meet nana and the rest at lavender mrt at 6.50.As usual,i was late even with my family members.i reached there 7.10.hehehe yada yada walked to golden mile snap photos and off we board the coach at 8 plus.Journey was about 5-6 hours.I did not sleep at all,bring novel also didnt read finish.Reached genting,i was like woah here and there.Its been long time ya know since pri 3 so its about 9 years ago.

Continue D1-Check in room at 5 plus.Kecoh per search for the hotel room.The deluxe room is so not deluxe lor.Rest for half an hour and off we go to dinner at teh sarbat.Dinner was speechless,i thought mee goreng mamak but ... So masin.Me and nana die2 want to go haunted house.Its not that good like last time,more of the sound effect.but still pekik jugak.I hide behind hisyam back,nana hug me from behind.Seriously funny when hisyam need to 'take care' of 4 of us.Walked around till i dont know what time and sleep at 1 plus.

Day2-woke up by my makcik's conversation,hahahs wash up and siap to go to theme park.super excited.the abang's still sleeping so left us that going to themepark.Breakfast at marrybrown.We managed to ride 4 rides in 5 hours.imagine the queing time and raining that cause the ride to temporarily stop.

This ride above really cause my jantung to keluar masuk balik.Nana and fau can laugh happily while me still with my head down,blom pape da pekik kuat.Really i scream my hearts out,release some tension.Had snacks abit before continue to cyclone.Cyclone lagi epic muka.Laugh for 5 mins non stop.Back to room at 6,waited for parents to msg.while waiting,we and nenek watched upin & ipin.hahahahs After dinner,shopped till 12 and slack at room watching sinetron while makan maggi.Asik makan jerrr

Day3-woke up at 10 and i'm the last to bath cos each person took 30 min to wash up.Haiii ingatkan aku sorang mandi lama.Breakfast at kfc and off we go last minute shopping again.What a small world i saw felicia,my ex netball and school senior.chat for awhile and i need to go off to bus station.Reach singapore around 9 plus.my uncle send me home at 11 plus after having supper at serangoon.(:

I really have fun this 3 days holiday with my loved ones.Tak cukup rasernyer.Sunway lagoon next?Hahahas,this time bring my family also can,i cannot manage my own $$.

2011-03-13T10:00:00.000-07:00

Maulid Rasullah S.A.W at ennaem with my usual two girls.See,we didnt plan to wear black tudung but end up wearing the same color.Again,jiwe uh!!hahahaha.Sadly zakiah couldnt come cos she's sick.Get well soon!there's next time for this kind of event.Back to event,really very grand like wedding?hahahs.Luckily eyka mum and aunt accompany us if not paiseh.Harapkan
hafiz,hmph tk payah sudah.Saw alot of familiar faces,nak tegur but takut they didnt recognise me.

When time to solat zuhur,punye la sesak!Makcik depan sondol me with her butt,makcik tolak2.relek la cik.heheh.Nak solat pun can make new friend.cos i pray with eyka mum and aunt only.After that,syarahan and selawat.Really learn many important life point that i always forget.i admit its really difficult to keep up with solat 5 times,it is really difficult to make our parents happy,with 'errrrr' jer da dosa.it is really difficult try not to break bonds between humans especially siblings and friends?.it is really difficult to love Allah swt than anything in the world.I'm not even at that stage yet.I'm trying to master the basics of the basics first.This maulid really best islamic event that i've gone.It covers three stages of life~there's cukur rambut (baby),there's nikah (marriage),there's death.

2011-03-08T07:29:00.000-08:00

TADA!!who's back.the awesome four include nana who's not here today.I'm really glad everything solved and back to normal.We laugh,joke around like usual without any akwardness.Its been a year i think since we've been like this so yeah.Despite all the laughters,we also talked about my late grandfather.To think back that i'm one of his favourite cucu,me being cengeng, i cried infront of them.Mkcu told me that he always protect my shares as in 'nie iyah punye eh,jgn kasi lain sentuh'.I miss atok very much.): Anyway,we share alot of stories,4 hours is not enough,we will meet this sunday at nenek or my crib.For me after the maulid at ennaem (:

LETS BLOG MORE BOUT MY FAMILY-I much closer to mum side,so basically whatever im saying is all about maternal side.I'm the 5th cucu out of the 12 cucu's.i'm also one of the favourite cucu of my late atok and my nenek.oh well!hehehe.Alhamdulilah,i was born in a family that are very happy go lucky eventhough there still here and there.Lol.Weird thing is that in my family,i'm considered as the quiet one.so can imagine how loud my family is.diam2 pn kalau da ketawa tk igt dunia.The 1st cucu is already engaged and the last one now in sec 1.Hisyam will soon be in NS.sudah besar lor!Linda just finish poly education,nana will soon continue studies in poly.We have sungguh gerek aunt that is maksu.so outgoing that my cousins and sis will always bring their 'friend' to her first.Talking about family i'm going to genting with them from 15th-17th.So excited please!

2011-03-01T21:25:00.000-08:00

Going out alot recently to settle school admin stuff.Tues-went to clinic at woodlands waited for 6 hours for the whole checkup to end.fuhhh kalau orang tidur da bangun balik agaknyer.But luckily we make new friend,asyiqin, our polymate.All because of true and dare.While waiting,we know more bout each other and can say for a one day friend,we share alot of things.meet up soon aites.
Wed-went to nyp to send all the necessary doc.mixed feelings going there.it is so weird to think that i'm going to spend 3 years in there.The people cant really differentiate which year all that.Bused down to pasir ris to have lunch.At that point of time,i was reallly tired and having headache.I dont know maybe its been long time since i go out or what but i keep having headache around 5 plus,around that time.I dont know how i will survive in school.Anyway i have one more month of holiday,must really treasure this time (:

2011-02-23T23:32:00.000-08:00

All this while i've been thinking positive or maybe too positively that it hurts me now.I dont want to hold on this anymore.I'm tired of getting tired.I'm tired to think that i'm the only one who cares while the rest dont even give a damn.We just cant understand each other anymore,what some like some might call it boring and vice-versa. People change and we cannot stop them..Maybe without realising i also felt that i've changed.I dont know.. There's no meaning of this if everything going to be the same.My say is that if we really cant understand each other,best thing is to let it go..

2011-02-15T00:13:00.000-08:00

Friendship cake.Hand-made cake from all of us.

Very colourful and beautiful right?sayang nak eat this beautiful cake.hahahahas self-praising.actually i didnt help that much for the cake.I more to this below.Me and nurrul busy at kitchen.woah,suddenly miss fnn practical.when we two cook together confirm kecoh punyer.

Jeng jeng,this is the result.after much commotion to put how much oil to put,how much chilli padi,how much pepper.We used half packet of pasta penne.Still got leftover,they die-die want to boil the leftover pasta.if tak makan,like wasted and we dont have anymore ingredients to put.

Soooo...we create a new recipe.pasta goreng pedas with egg.Cooked by siti umairah.After that she so'siapa nak masuk meminang?boleh,da tau masak'PODAHHHH!This time all dah very hungry.We didnt eat all since morning so everyone cuit cuit pasta.I had to stop them from coming to kitchen cos they will grab the pasta or some food.

Making of the cake.Looks like art lesson kan.When everything fine and goes smoothly,there some minor problem coming.We did not have big container to put our big cake.That time,i had severe headache and ear-ache.Luckily i bring my medicine along.Yada yada reached anchorvale park and apalagi eat first.Everyone's like pirana,some act like didnt eat for months.

Played uno,this time those who lose need to finish the leftover pasta.Guess what in the beginning i said''confirm eyka kalah''Hahahahas Over confidence me cause me to lose in the end.Partly i blame fyfy and umai.Fyfy,she talk to much to me and distracting la.Umai,she reveal what colour i dont have.hmmphhh.

Due to time constraints,we need to cancel twister game and pack up.sadly short day.some plans not carried out that well.Welllll..SKIP to gift time and photo time.Above candid photo by me and nurruL.Super dramatic please that time.hahahhas

Thats alll.BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!(:

2011-02-10T21:50:00.000-08:00

I only upload 3 photo cos this the only innocent and decent photo that can show to public.The rest cannot take it.
Basically the whole day
-go clinic cos i got ear infection
-vivo to take my pay cheque,meet colleague for awhile
-orchard far east for lunch
-Ion starbucks for slacking and UNO.
Uno game was hilarious,its been long time since i play.

With my ala2 step model feeling.hehehhehe

2011-01-30T20:58:00.000-08:00

The time that i had been waiting for..SUPERSHOW3!!!it is really a super show,beyond that i can describe.Close friends should know how i want this badly.It doesnt matter i go alone,i make a new companion on that day.hehehehe.So can i start my once in a lifetime concert and meet my fav.k-boyband.?

$211?ignore the price,i pay like 3/4 of it.dont ask me why.Mana nak cekup duit nie banyak.The show started at 4.15pm.before that i go buy ribena drink.guess what?super expensive.$4!!If not because i didnt drink for the whole day,jgn harap nak beli.Once the light dim,we all know it gonna start soon.The whole stadium filled with blue lights.

First song;sorry sorry.Everyone shouted like crazy i tell you.i didnt dare to snap photos at first but soon everyone started take out their camera.i was like staring at them'i cant believe i meet them in real life'they are super handsome,cute,not forgetting HOTTTT!

Don don rock version.i prefer this.Everyone was so energetic and follow the rythm with their lightstick.I love the drummer,hehhhhhhhhhhhhs.Too bad it is not a rock concert where people can do head-banging.The one with violin also cute,Henry.He sing baby at later part,i didnt take photo of it.i was busy sing along with the song.His version of it is much much better than justin bieber lorrrr!Imagine the song with a piano as the introduction.His dance was superb.Luckily sporean fans are not too kemaruk with only13.We cheered loudly for him and zhoumi.

I forgot what song it is.Right before the introduction.Sungmin was vvvvvvvvvv.near to me.OMG!!!!!How i wish the balloon was also given out.you know how much i love blue helium balloon.I can see his face,his smile.wahhh cairrrrrrr!And sungmin also come to my area,so that night i focus on him too much till i forgot the rest.10 hot guys and i got only one pair of eyes.bila tgok dekni,yg lain plak dtg.SEEEE?in dilema which to look at.

Perangai stop it,this two oldest guy.Really,they really behave like how they are on tv.So dorky.Surely,i dont know what are they dancing.From all the photo,it seem so far but actually it is very near.i can see the whole view of it.Too bad i didnt take any photo of the introduction.The introduction was really funny.Heechul was being normal with his attitude and the usual cheer for him.Yesung was being really him,weird as usual.Leeteuk was the last as he's the leader,throwing the money and laugh randomly.Eunhyuk,hehehehehe cuteeeee banget.the world of anchovy.wanna know why?he is so kudut.the popular version male of my sister.But i can see his musclesss,youuuuuuu!berketak2.

you&I.They did human train.so cute mcm budak2.padahal da 20 plus.Not much picture taken,this part my camera da buat hal.So annoying to save batt,i need to close it.at this time,i still have 2 hours of fun.How to enjoy if later camera died on me?

Now talk about everyone solo.

-Ryeowook was the first.His soothing voice,fuhh nothing beats hearing it live.With sungmin playing guitar.
-Siwon,next.Tall,handsome guy.The song was nice song to remind us that there alot of unfortunate people out there that need our help.Good,good *thumbs up*

-Yesung!!!!!!!!!!!His husky voiceeeeee.at last i can hear it live.Da hafal da lagu nie.Soooo the crowd sing along with him including me.Sumbang ke tk,we ignore all of that.touching moment kan?!!!!!!His voice sungguh merdu.One of the best song.

JENG JENG JENG!Lets guess this?

Who is this lady?ermm lady gaga as guest appearance?Nope,its one of member doing cross dressing and imitate lady gaga.Can say he is much more beautiful than her.This part,the crowd going crazy.Ahhh forgot to tell,i also scream out loud,then this guy infront of me being totally biadap,cover his ears everytime i shout and scream.Relax la bro,me screaming like crazy women is once in a blue moon okays!Back to the show...Next up is 3 guys who beyonce-wannabe?lets check it out.

Embarassed smile,i know it!Who doesnt?but they really give audience a great laugh.i was LOL the whole song.They danced to single ladies and crazy in love.Totally remind me of white chicks.Maybe asian version.hehehehe

SEEEE?how can i not gugaga over them.they can be serious when dancing,cute when talking,funny when doing this kind of things.

Heechul & eunhyuk go infront and 'seduce' the producer.Even the crew laugh their ass off.But hey they are not gay okay!

Bonamana-a song that everyone been waiting.SEE siwon abs.fuhhh but thats not the focus.When leeteuk part,when he reveal his body abit,mcm bukak belakang jer..everyone ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh all the way.that part,i scream the loudest.totally spazzing over them.This song pun da hafal aper tak nyer.last year buat coursework listen this song,revise for o's listen this song.i did not do the fanchant but singing throughout this song so yeap.The dance break was awesomeeeee to the max.

Random but how can i not love his eyes?the stare omgoshhhhhhhhhhh!nasib dapat capture this.A man in love next.i love the dance.mcm nak joget gitu kt stadium.but maintainnnnnnnnnnnnnn.After that,they suddenly said goodbye, i thought before goodbye need to thanks or say a few words.so disapointing.everyone scream encore encore.Few minutes they come out in....

THIS!!VEGETABLE COSTUME.yeap,they just tease us saying concert ended.So cute kan the vege.if only daily vegetables as cute as this,i will eat them.You know i'm not a fan of vegetables.kata je budak fnn.

Cute bestfriends-shindong & sungmin,the mushroom and pumpkin.

EUNHYUK & HEECHUL!!!!!beansprouts and chilli.hahahahs but i think the chilli looks quite wrong.no,no its just my thought.

\ Taupok time!hehehe whatever the spelling is.

I forgot to share about some performance

Shake it up-black and red concepts.not really serious performance.cos i can see some fanservice here and there.Leeteuk smiled also. I LOIKEEEE!the song so addictive,go home listen to the song

Supergirl-Nothing could describe this performance.so sexayyyyy.'He's not superman,he must be momma boy'hheehehe part of the lyrics.

Kangin tribute-omg,this is so sad.when i scream,tk leh.cos i think gonna cry anytime.Let me share abit kangin is one of a member who went for army.saddening la he could not visit singapore.i spot some members cry.haiiii sodeh.

You are the one-following song.quite sad the song.There's word formation done by arena and terrace.I saw sungmin whispered to leeteuk and probably ask him did he saw the word.Sesungguhnye,leader tak layan.He went to the front and try to figure it out while tiptoe.so CUTE!

And here is he,doing weird poses.Now,should be miracle song.nak dekat habis pn.All the girls go to the railing trying their luck to touch the boys hand.I did not go of cos,with my height and my short hand,boleh ke sampai.No hope.

You see,another weird guy as always,kyuhyun.I did not focus at him too much that day cos he keep going to other side of the stage but he's so handsome in real life.White,fair skin,tall.Super junior is full of weird,unique boys,funny,like duh!

Sungmin,mulut maintain.Hahahah,epic.Let me do a dialogue for them

Sungmin:wahhh byk nyer org!!

ryeowook:woits baik tutup mulut kau,nanti lalat masuk

Hehehe bebual macam kawan aku gituk

During ending,they invite their producer to come on stage.A good fan we cheered for him also.Fuhh sampai joget2.Excited agaknyer.Water bombing to the guy,hehehe so childish.

Kyuhyun so cute with the mickey mouse blue head band.

Eunhyuk with monkey bag.so like him.

Zhou mi really look pretty with the eyeliner and henry cute as always.They said they have fun in singapore.

The ending thumb-kiss.eunhyuk,armpit.goshh!*slaps-forehead*With this,i will end this super long post.kata super show,mesti super long.Ok,thats lame.Truthfully,im sad that they had gone back to Korea.with the leader going to army next year..haiiis.Forget bout that,Supershow3 make beginning 2011 happy.Goodbye,super junior!!Lots of love from me,hehehe!

2011-01-30T08:08:00.001-08:00

i will be back tomorow posting about ss3.One word DAEBAK!!!!!!!!!!Beware of the spazzing and lotssssss of photos.(:

2011-01-29T00:50:00.001-08:00

Life is not always about yourself kan.i mean not everything that you want in life you will get right?There's a reason why i cant get something that i really want in life.My ambition since young.my career that i decided since sec 3.Everything destroyed.i dont want to be blame anyone.i know that i work hard enough,just that it is not enough to achieve my dreams.Like eyka,umai,nurrul said, God had plan something else for you.i just need to accept it.Mana tau..

Saat aku tau kenyataan menyakitkan
..Usap airmataku aku tak ingin ada kesedihan
Tuhan terserah padamu
aku ikut maumu Tuhan

2011-01-20T22:23:00.000-08:00

The 1st story that i gonna tell is about work,work work.Work was fun but i had to stop due to personal reason.Heavy heart to leave the workplace.Eventhough sometimes i might be feeling treated like a slave or complain about this and that,but this work really teach me some life experience.I will miss everyone from fish to jason the boss.We like family eventhough for 3 weeks.i will miss the hangers,kiap-kiap,fitting room,censors,store room,office.):Let me make a testimonial of everyone there start from the youngest.

Zhi yu aka fish-At first i thought she a year older than me.She thought i same age as her.see i never look my age.We are the only hougang-ians.The time we try clothes together after working hours.plan what to buy clothes.The best moment is yesterday.we laugh really out loud.The sad thing is she said,'walau today ur last day ah,dont go lehh,im going to lock u up.i replied with a smile and jokingly said' at last,ive been waiting for this moment'but truthfully my heart hurts.):i will miss you fish!((:

Lynn-She leave a week earlier.One of the best colleague.Fitting room is our place huh.Gossips there together.gossiping about the boss,customer.hahaha.changing the mannequin.We always countdown to 10.The best moment is trip back home.laughing bout everything.see ya soon when we get our pay!((:

Gina-Lynn bestfriend.Same as lynn.we three are the closest.Remember we talk about o levels during lunch break.Get nervous together the day before result.The conversation about mats and minah things.so funny really.When anna off day,the office will look like a food fiest.so many snacks to eat in between work hours.((;

Kharwan aka wawan-She another girl who doesnt look like her age.she's 19 this year but look like 16-17.i remember ask her,'' u take o levels?'ahhahahas i love talking to her about future.hahahs she really talkative can talk all the way from harbourfront to hougang without stop.hehehehe her fav sentence'so lazy to walk la,later can put'

Hairul-the only guy,penuh the ke-matrep inside him.with the tattoes.sorry bro,first impression not good ah.slowly we try to talk to each other and not bad la he,cuma irritating.waiting for ns kapa?hehehe yesterday we really talk alot,joke around.last day last day pegi letak hanger sendiri ah.tak ke annoying nak mampus tu.but i will miss that bro (:

Aisyah-i call her kak,she also call me kak.hahahas im not that close with her so yeah but we do have some conversation.we exchange numbers and remember to keep in touch.and teman her cari keje.sorry sis i will not be working anymore.When i'm not around,who's going to buy u our top favourite ice milo,accompany buy french fries at mac after work.sad lahhh cya soon (:

Kak Anna & Jason (the boss)-Happy go lucky kak anna but very fierce at times.got scolded by her once.yeap another incident before that increase our akwardness.but still friendly boss la heheh.Jason,nothing much i can say bout him.totally gay.at first i dont like his presence at the shop cos he will change everything.literally!yesterday was the best.'go buy everything in the shop!'lol' eh i also like super junior,going on the 29th,i like the tallest so handsome!'LOOOLLL!

Will miss you guys alot.thanks for making my 3 weeks there a memorable ones,i will always remember u guys (:

2011-01-19T09:09:00.000-08:00

hows 2011 people?is it okay?looottttttts of stories to type but i dont have the time.everyday busy with work.no time for family,friends,myself.hmmm.wil be back soon okies!(:

2010-12-31T08:02:00.000-08:00

2010 MEMORIES!

This will be the last post of the year,closing post of 2010.well,2010 is not a happy merry go round year for me.Beginning of the year i thought it will be a smooth year but i guess i was wrong.Downside of 2010, i had a tiff with my closest friend,nur syafiqah.we didnt talk for almost 1 year i guess. I miss the jokes only the two of us laugh about,but people change,environment change so yeahh.Few months later,i had a tiff with my closest cousin.i miss the sleepover at rumah nenek.

Health not so good-i feel sick too many time.usually like once a year.i still remember taking malay 'o' midyr paper with a high fever,taking english oral with sorethroat and flu,taking prelim with tissues all over the table and blow nose during paper.The one that i really remember was my o level malay result,i cried like sjshdxx at hall and funny thing is people comfort me like crazy hahaha.ermm whats more.this is what i remember.

Positive side of 2010.firstly i've graduated!is it positive.There's not much positive happenings this year but well all the negative things really open my eyes BIG and taught me lesson.so yeappp,i dont remember being happy this year.

2011 resolution

to become a better human,daughter,granddaughter,cousin,sister,friend
to have a deserved o level result
learn more about islam
be more independent

SO PEOPLE,HAPPY NEWYEAR,LETS WELCOME 2011 IN FEW HOURS TIME!

2010-12-19T23:40:00.000-08:00

Now,i can declare that i'm freeeee from that 29121239sxs workplace forever!woohoooo.Long story,i dont like the people,the work that can risk my life if i'm not careful enough.I'm just new staff but im not a 1 day old baby.so yeah can say i totally hate that job.i dont feel happy at all these 6 days.One thing is i will miss my customers,their smile when they want to buy the shoes,need advice from me.There's one customer who want to try shoes for his paralysed mother.Really sad,can't help it but to think bout my grandparents and parents.That's all,its a good experience for me afterall.(:

2010-12-12T00:30:00.000-08:00

I HAD THE AWESOMEST TIME WITH FAMILY!!nothing beats family love you know!Its my youngest cousin circumcision.The next time there's this kind of event is my sis wedding ceremony LOL.Despite all those laughters,theres some downside of the day that i could not avoid.Friends do come for the event.i dont know what to say but really have fun,kate maternal side.of cos gituuuu!

2010-12-09T01:37:00.000-08:00

5 days left of freedom,heheh i mean im working soon.Where is it?secret of cos.Nahh not at town.AT LAST!after one month of holiday at home,i found one.Honestly,i'm not ready and always have fear of working.it reminds me of my previous job which has more negative experience for me.Nevermind everyone by now should have started work.

I think i have to post in malay for awhile

-Senyap lagi bererti dari keluar kata2 kesat.Senyap lagi bererti dari meninggikan suara.Then why u need to criticize me about being so quiet?is it wrong?i just dont want to hurt people feelings you know.If i were to speak up,i scared my voice will tremble and i just breakdown crying infront of you.i wont speak up,i dont want anyone to worry.it is stupid of me to think of suicide..

2010-12-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

Oh.. hi people.Its december already and i'm not excited anymore.one more month to result you know!anyway put that aside first.Last day of november,meet up with the girls to catch a movie.Harry potter,yeah iknow a bit late but who cares.its awesomeszx.my first movie of the year.Before that,meet up with nurrul,at last gitu.but she who dont want to watch harry potter used chicken pox as an excuse.I know it!

Back sengkang again early,by that time we became hungry ladies.Since we on tight budget,have a cheap dinner.off to starbucks waiting for the 'vip'nurrul.Summarise,we 5 had fun.laugh,tease each other,making lame jokes.we also had little serious conversation.its cute to see my girls complaining about bgr issues.Phototaking time is a must for us.honestly if not because of almost 11 pm,i wish to spend more time with them non stop talking.

Note for girls

its december right,my bday coming soon kan..tibe2 maciammmm craving for japanese fooood gtu.maybe we can have dinner at hei sushi.yumyyyyy,i also want to eat kfc egg tarts.hehehe!!

2010-11-26T22:34:00.000-08:00

Since i'm soooooo bored right now.if not today i will be going for afrogreenz outing to east coast park but i give it a misss.last two days had been job-hunting days for me.Interview pun tk macam interview.There's one question'what course do u want to take?' surprisingly i said digital forensics instead of early childhood.K,that so out of topic.Recently only,i think i being tooo high and drama-mama.Commented by umai and farhanah.Nie baru 3 orang.If added with nurrul forever blur sotong,umairah cartoon face,farhanah weird laugh and eyka touching fringe hehehe it will be chaotic.Ahhhh cant wait for movie outing!!!!also i cant wait for december,you know the best month of the year.totally packed with outings

-Fatah circumcision on 11th dec
-4na 09 outing on 8th dec *
-Date with ezzaty& afiqah on 14th dec
-5A class BBQ
-Another afrooutingz maybe
-MY 17TH BDAY!like at last gituuuuu.DUIT masuk duit masuk

other than that you all cant deny it with all those christmas sale,year end sale.FUHH!!
But i sad u know the super junior concert,tix da sold out!!!!!!!!!!!!GERAM la,those kiasu,over fanatic fans.Also taylor swift concert!!AHHHH!Harap2 ader 2nd concert la.

2010-11-22T19:09:00.000-08:00

Dont bother to find me,i'm being squished by all the tall girls and guys.From the photo,TPRAWKS RAWKS OUR SOCKS!!!

Okay, i had veryyyyyyyy fun time during 3 days ok no 2 1/4 days during tprawks.Luckily i and eyka from same group.if notttttt..Introduce to afro green grp 4.We a bit special cos all girl.GIRL POWER katekan.!!

Weirdly i dont know her name.One of the friendly P.L talked to me during hip hop dancing break.

Day1-As usual i was late.Nasib shuttle bus tak terlepas.In bus,me and eyka non stop talk bout how scared we are,what if all bla bla bla.Reached there mak oii so havoc and chaotic with people welcome us.Sit at TCC,saw ily with bf.Without realising i sat beside one of the PL.cute chinese guy hehehehs *mentel mode* Play ice breaking game after that.if at school many syafiqah at here many jolin.i dont know which one.Went off to tpxperience 1 bus sch average but draggyy.Buffet lunch,not bad.Orang da masuk dalam tcc,we still outside take our own sweet time eating ice cream.hehehe.SHAIK HAIKEL in da house people.had great laughter.each rep sent 5 people.Performed our cheers.woohoo he say he like afro green.hhahs.After that went off to design sch.not my cup of tea.the people there so crazeeyyyy.We did some kind of hands on activity and play games after that.Summarise had tpmass dance.saw ex schmates that become p.l for other groups.Lucky im not in that group if not VERYYYY akward.

KEVIN!!!!awesome,friendly P.L.good leader in my group.Try very hard to convince us not to go for prom.HAHAHAS.He even said'i actually dont like to cheer leyy'but yet few mins before that he asked us to cheer.Like wth gtu.hehehe.He's the first person to write my name correctly without any error.

Let's go to Day 2-Not many activities for me as i need to rush off to prom afterthat.hmph berat hati.But nevermind.As for my case,i managed to did hip hop dancing.Eventho ader cramp,joget je lah.Very kaku.Hey who says my legs is short cos when did stretching i almost kick the guy face behind me.Tskk soryy ahhh.Me and eyka went off after lunch.(:Sadly need to give a miss on dragonboat.i reallllly want to go .

With Sharon!!Mati2 igtkan she's 17.but she 16.haiiiii she's super preety pegi camp mcm pegi town.Very friendly.(:

Kesian eyka.I'm the photographer.The blond guy and the girl infront is not rawkers but student from design.This time everyone in hyper and party mooood.cant blame them tho.

Day3-the last day!!!What we do eh, i forgot.wait let me recall.Went to IIT school.Mostly guys kt saner.One of the guy looks like mblaq member.hahahas played games.asik main games jer..Very funny all of them.kecohh and beloooo!New course digital forensic sounds interesting.Did cheers and watch videos at lecture hall.Before that,went to applied sci sch.okay-ok lah.Suprisingly pharmaceutical course ader melayu,guys somemore.Embarassing moment of the day,when we finish baking culinary course session we told to complete a survey,many of us planned to cabut.when about to cabut at door area,there's one makcik said to me'dikk!apron tu nk bawak balik buat souvenier.'' i was like ?? what she's talking about when i turn around the apron is stuck at my shoes.The C.L that holding the door was laughing at me.tu lah padan muka aku. FYZAH!!!sweeet girl yet very kecoh.

Continue day 3-had rawkers challenge finale.guess who i saw?i saw saiful!!he is the game master.he,me and eyka are like omg,kter tk kenal,kte tk kenal facial expression.While everyone from my grp laughing at his jokes,me and eyka are making straight face and forced smile.Girls wearing white shirt encouraged not to play the games,it involved water.We are the winner of the game coss..hahahas.Next game is relay match,guess what i need to run back to the starting line like a monkey.LOOOLL!cos of my group i seriously did that.Cos lack of guy power and energy we came in last.

Syarif and alyph!!!!!!wooottsss they are just few steps away from me.Look better in real life than in tv!sooooo cutee the performed 3 songs during tp jam&hop.GIRLS GO CRAZY when syarif went down from stage.Our P.L acts as security guard very funny all 3 days they are cheering this time they look very serious try to resist the dance.We dance from 8-10.30.Danced with P.L from other groups.Ada muka mcm jepun hot guys.fuhhh my eyes da bersih from all those cuci mata session.Dance need to be stop as we all smell something burnt.Had phototaking session not many photos taken from camera.Guess what winner of the best color is....AFROGREEN!i scream shouted like hell i tell you.mcm menang award we go around hug the afrogreen members.Best feeling ever!!!

I MISSS TPRAWKS,TPRAWKERS.C.L & ALL P.L,ALL AFRO-GREEN AND MY GROUP 4 MEMBERS!!!I heard there's outing eh?woohooo.

i think...

think think think running thru tp

with my white undies

tall short white black we all love tp

tprawks tprawks tp rawks my socks

T-E-M-A-S-EK tp all the way

AFRO OIII

Aaaaaa

AFRO OIIII

whatlaaaaa

a-afro a-a-fro BOOMZZZ

Goodbye tprawkers!u guys rawks my life during this 3 days.it been long time since i add many people in fb!!!funny thing is all their names added with afro in it.So my name is Nur afrokhairiah.hahahas kidding!byeeee (:

2010-11-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

Lets present grad nite!!!!!!drum rollssss..photos not in order.The event not that organised and performance quite boring with same k.pop song.Food average.Dance floor not bad.

Honestly the best part is cheering for classmates and took photos and see everyone dress up so glamously (:

REALLY great guyfriend.will miss ya lots.pity that u didnt perform that nite.u totally rawk on that dance battle.who can win this professional dancer rite rite?

Candid and unglam moment with liana!all cos ''aku tak nak amek gmbar sebelah tongsampah!''LOL.we share same personality.super quiet girl.heeehs

Prom king of the year!not bad not bad!This guy can get along v.well!Lower sec classmates.(:

MY GIRLS!(: one spot for nurrul beside.sad that she cant come along.u all look gorgeous!
LOVE ALL OF YOU!

MICHELLE!5 years of classmate.sec 1 we are of same height but now look at the heiight difference.you super tall yet super skinny ah!eat more eat more.

MR LEE!awesome teacher for 3 years.will miss his lameeeee jokes that will make us '...' and his sidetrack stories'i've got a friend...'

Will miss the teachers of cos!

thanks ms tan for the compliment of my hair!*shy* thanks for endless advice and encouragement(: LOTSSSSS more photos on fb!can;t possibly cram all the photos here.With the wide smile,now let say goodbye.we will meet each other soon in January.Grad nite was one of the best moment in my life.(:

2010-11-20T21:54:00.000-08:00

I'm back!!i had great fun this whole week.from prom shopping to prom nite to tprawks!!!yeah,woohoo.Now i dont know which to update first;grad nite or tprawks.maybe tprawks first cos i had fewer photos.After all the fun i had,i think i begin to get sick,lost my voice and whole body ache.oh no!!SO,let make it short here,i will miss everyonee!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY CLASSMATES,SCHMATES,TPRAWKERS & AFROGREEENNN-ERS!keep in touch everybody (:

2010-11-12T06:20:00.000-08:00

O LEVELS OVER!!!!!!!

Lets say goodbye to 'o'.Eventhough i'm happy that it is over,but i dont know why i felt little tiny weeny of sadness.Maybe because of daily routine of study sleep study,i get used to it.I managed to get through this period with the help of people around me.Without them, i had given up on this.Everyone had hrd time during this period.i still remember i had high fever during malay mid o level and prelims.i had severe flu a week before o levels.I remember i cried cos cannot solve maths questions.TSK.my father once said to me''nevermind,i will stay awake until you finish study''sweet kepa!!

Anyway,its over.lets talk about enjoyment.I dont want to waste my 6 months just for working only.its not worth it.Basically the 1st 2 month i will enjoy.first event will the graduation nite which i'm totally havent prepared yet from head to toes,next up is tprawks.yeah just sign up for fun but in the end it clash with the 1st event.after that just have fw outing with friends.will take up religious class and maybe language course.Cant wait for it (:

2010-11-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

Dont ask me why,i just felt like posting old photos...old photos,old memories..

2010-10-10T07:56:00.000-07:00

OFFICIAL Last day waiting at bus stop.no more waiting next year )):

WOOHOO!we graduated already,oops almost.HAPPY AND SAD!5 years in that school,lotsssss of nice teacher,friends.I still remember how i make new friends during sec 1.hahahas those memories really..Among 5 years,this year is the most challenging year for me academically and personally.
Cut it short,I WILL MISS SCHOOL.I will miss 5A!Best classs spirit okays,dont play2! ((:

More pictures on fb!5A,lets do this during prom.take pictures lots lots.hehehes.Study hard everyone last lap already!!I believe everyone can do it jiayou!!! (:

2010-09-08T09:03:00.000-07:00

September holidays but been going school for self-study and consultation as early as 8.I doubt i can finish all the holidays assignments with raya preparation.The beeezeee time but still got the time to celebrate younger sis 12th birthday.She's growing into teens suppose to be good but bad news her height is almost the same as mine.Apart from that,spent super short time with Nana due to personal reasons that happen on that day.The main point is first thing she did is to hug me and comfort me.AWW,so sweet of her.

Why i felt that something missing?Why i felt that i'm changing?My laugh sounds fake,i cant laugh like last time.I like to listen rather than do the talking.Why is the term'i'm not close to you and we did not talk much' apply to everyone that i love and care.YES,everyone.No,im not talking about anyone just about myself.I'm sad to see things is different now.);I will not go into more detail to prevent conflicts from happening.To end this post,no matter how much you pester me, i wont give a damn to ego type of people.

2010-08-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

Youhoooo people,im back but awhile only.This week had been tiring week for me,everyday sleep for 2-3 hours.study late at night sleep,eat sahur and prepare to go to school.As a result,im down with flu and sorethroat during exam & oral period,kind of worry.I try hard to eat all sorts of food and drink with vitamin c in it.Alhamdulilah,everything is okay except that my voice a bit serak.

Ramadhan has been with us for 2 weeks.So fast..);Hari raya is coming but why the mood is not there?Talking about raya,yesterday went to geylang with family(except younger sis).Laugh alot with sis.Random sharing but there's this guy who took our drink orders,he cant calculate mentally,end up ask his mother to calculate for him.So cute as in the actions.After that,go and search our baju at joo chiat.I cant make up my mind,really.I had been trying and changing baju for 4 to 5 times,i conquer the changing room.This is just Hari raya,i cant imagine my wedding outfits maybe 20 times kot.hehehe DAH STOP BERANGAN!you see i dont like buying things half-hearted and i die-die want baju kurung.XD

Yay!Icantwaitfor 29jan2011((:

2010-08-16T06:27:00.000-07:00

Hey there.this 5 years classmate of mine hehe turns 17 today.Happy bday!(: Semoga panjang umur and dimurahkan rezeki selalu.0level malay results in two days time,im sure you can score A.hmm ape lagi eh sumer da written at the card hehe.Whatever you do in life,make sure you always remember Allah and your parents (: P.S if there's any guy make sure ask his education first before his name.LOOOOL!Summarise everything hope you had a great birthday (:

2010-08-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!hehehs should be a little patriotic today!My favourite song and currently listening is 'Shine for singapore'.One of the reasons is because i participated in the ndp 2 years ago so it brings back a lot of good,superb memories.Yeah,maybe last year i mentioned the same thing but i cant help it you see.Back to NDP,so lets see how this year goes,boring or refreshing.So,happy birthday Singapore!

Apart from that,happy 3rd birthday to my disaster which is my blog.I started at july 2007.3 years &1 mth full of memories from me being the lower sec,budak-budak to someone who matured?Since next year I'm not in secondary school anymore,i still in processs considering to create new blog = new life,right?From the start,you should know i didnt once change my blog name.Eventhough sometimes what i type in my blog has made some cried before,but my blog has made my relationship with my loved ones become better.To summarise & make it short,I love & treasure my blog,MUACKZ!hehe

One more thing,since prelims is coming & also fasting month.it means i will not going to update maybe once in a while.maybe once or twice in a month.Surely fasting month is not the month to gugugaga about super junior or share my lifestories when studies is important right now right.so yeah,goodbye for now!will be back after prelims maybe raya.So look forward to it alright?hahahahs

2010-08-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

Main highlight for school today was during biology.All of us was shocked by the sudden news that Mr wang,my one sem bio teacher going to leave us.He CRIED you know,all of us was like'cher,dont cry!'so sad lah,the way he says like he was being fired or something.So sad until nurrul cried,she very emotional.The touching part is he said'eventhough i'm a boring teacher,but you still endure,''thanks for coming to asp.''Gosh,suddenly i felt guilty because of we gossiped about how sucks his teaching is,how we want new bio teacher,how boring his lesson etc (P.S dont tell me you never gossiped about any of teacher before!).To mr wang:Thanks for teaching me for one semester.You tried really hard to make lesson interesting though.Thanks for showing us the truely biology videos,hahahs.Hope you will come back becoming official and better teacher aites.(:

OK,enough of emotional segment.
I wont elaborate on concert,too boring to describe it.Can i say it is more like an assembly session.My mood is not that great shortly after that cos of...SO BINGIT & fed-up to the max already.try to calm down by eating hehe last time eat fast food before fasting.Oh yeah,next week PRELIMS & OLVEL MALAY RESULTS!!so nervous but i prepared for the worst already.

(To that person,dont think you like my sister,i will like you.what you think?try to look at me and smile-smile.Before this,you dont even know i'm exist right.I think my sister need to wear specs to like someone like you.You might be using too much of sweet words and my sister might get carried away by those fake words.Mind you,if you dare to throw my sis or hurt her or used her,you will get it from me.Dont ever dream of touching her like how used to with other girls.& dont ever dream of getting a slight smile from me.I might be arrogant but i just show my feelings because from what i see,you are no different from those typical guys who like a girl because of appearance.typical guys who use typical sweet words.)

2010-07-31T22:50:00.001-07:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIO,here i come!!hahahas.Actually this is a father's workplace family day so necessary to go.Confirm,some will think this girl will be taking her prelims in a weeks time but still got time to go U.S,hmm not my decision what.*ignore the two men there,looks like gay*

I only post some of the pictures.More will be on facebook uploaded by sis later.Im lazy to upload so she will just tag me.HEHE lazybum.Anyway here is my one & only younger sis.By looking at this pict,who's the one who look having more fun..hehe.Dont play-play,she's more maju than me.XD

This is my one & only elder sis.No need to introduce.Me and her are totally opposite.you know she's well-known in network world.Everyone knows her while i'm such a totally low profile person who adds only the one whom i know.see the difference.

Woke up early in the morning.at that point of time,i really feel like not going cos it going to be waste of time,i thought.Reach harbourfront hawker centre,satu-satu dad's friends datang.Few good-looking.puahahahahs.nothing wrong to just eye-candy right,right?BTW,got to know zulhairi was my dad's friend son 0.0 what a small world.Reach there mcm orang jakun gtu.me & sisters'eh take take photo,eh take my photo with this'.First,we go far-far away for junior rollercoaster & 4d journey with shrek.REALLY AMAZING!LOVE IT.

Saw this guys in ancient egypt.the first thing elder sis told me is''confirm malay''hahahs its like duh gitu,tgok kulit ah.They like to play with people's hair.that's why i bun my hair before take this photo.Candid photo anyway.Before that,we took the indoor roller coaster at egypt.fuuh the queue was super long,it took us more than 15 mins.The ride was superb.All the way i was screaming.test my vocal chords.But really,it was very how to say scary ride.Jantung nie mcm terkeluar masuk balik gitu.Right after the ride,i almost vomit.almost only but didnt.hehehs.My father tak baik cos he said among the 3 siblings,only ifah & imah is the brave one.Because of what you know,i close my eyes when took the ride.

The whole day,i felt like im back to childhood.Playing around.Have fun with family.its a rare opportunity cos parents are busy bee with work and elder sis with her poly and masjid events,Younger sis just do her own things.

End this post with a love sign from me to ... hahahs no lah to my familys,my girls and people who love me (:

2010-07-24T23:12:00.000-07:00

Have a break,have a kit-kat.Heehs,had a short break from those busy busy school days and revision.Thanks eyka for the chalet,if not we will not be going out together.(: The chalet can be interesting if theres game and blast music but the food was DELICIOUS!!Cant believe i ate that much,like farhanah said the main point for coming to chalet is to eat.Play with babies,eyka little cousin.so cutteeee!I think im more like alina.Smile is very expensive right right?Oh yah,one funniest moment,we were at kitchen looking at eyka and mai siat siat ayam.Both me and far super boring there and just stoned till i saw this plastic cup.i thought it was a plain cup cos it was very light.I thought i want to play around with her not till i realised there's water all over clothes.hahahas reaction priceless.so indirectly i poured the water all over her gtu lah to summarise.Sorry friend!(: bla bla bla,homed from there on the dot 9.30.Anyway,happy 21st birthday kakak eyka!

School has been super stress for me.Sometimes,i see my classmates getting more marks,i was like woahh so clever.why i can be like that thoughts.Am i going to fail?Sometimes,i want to give up but its too late im at the last lap before the finals.To say work hard is easy,to do is difficult.Can i achieve my dreams?My parents,sisters,cousins had high hopes for me,can i do them proud? ''There can be miracles,when you believe''

2010-07-16T07:24:00.000-07:00

TGIF people.This week had been tough for me,too much disappointment and breakdown to tears.All this happen during wednesday.Everything was fine till pe lesson.I passed my 2.4 need to redo it,better still idont go right during the test.okay put that aside and make it short i fail the test and im the 2nd last person to complete it terrible timing.I was super disappointed with myself,maybe you guys will think aiya 'only 2.4,no big deal'yes,its not a big deal to me.But try to be for one day,a girl with no looks,no clever brains,no height.basically no in everything.Try,for sure you want to acheive something right

.On that day,i was having prac exam.i try to calm myself down and remember all the steps.BUT unfortunately it is totally not my day.The way i practice day before wasted,teacher did not accept it.i was told to do cubes.Can you believe spending 1 1/2 whole hour to just cut perfect 4 cubes of potato using 4 whole potato.The rest already in process of cooking and im just left with an hour to finish the experiment.How not to panic at that kind of situation.Alhamdulilah i managed to pull it through with some edit here and there.THANKS alot to Nurrul &Cosmas for you know what you did.I nearly give up during the exam.It just feel so terrible.

What a lengthy post but i cant help it.Today abit cheerful,i laugh alot and loud of cos.Hahahas feel so refreshed.study for 2hrs.I cant help but to say cuteeeee everytime i saw a toddler/baby.I saw this cute baby walking towards 7-11 holding wallet terkedek-kedek like penguin.CUTEEEEE right?

2010-07-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday weather had a great moodswing and breakdown.Keep raining,stop,rain again.HAIYO.i think im going to have sorethroat soon.lucky my oral is over!Talking about oral,im quite disapointed with my reading.keep stuttering like mad.Confirm low band.Suprisingly,i talk non stop for convo,okay lah tu kan,great difference from practice time.Thanks to adila and sakina alright,they taught me alot.3 funny incident the moment i step into the room;at the doorstep i almost trip and fall,i swallow my saliva quite loud and lastly racial harmony day,i say hari perkauman which is a racism day they told me.s:

Anyway,this week was such a haywire,tiring week for me.Not only school stuff but also familymatter.I guess everything happens for a reason.SIDETRACK,today is the day for all worldcup finals.Lets watch it people!This game im going to support Holland!Yeah,I think Spain is overconfident already after the last game.Let see howit goes okay.((:

2010-07-02T02:21:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey,wait a minute.Decided to post this pictures along with reply to farhanah's blog(1st sentence),i miss us too!!!!Just endure for 3 months ((:
Let's laugh and tease each other like we used to after O's.Now just let's crack our braincells together ok,ok?XD

To people,hows first week in school?Well,mine stress.Everyday went home late,study until late with tuition.Im not complaining but need to get used to it.But i can sense the heat of exams already.No more slacking.Next week my malay oral and following my practical exam.Hope everything goes well,Insya'allah.Dont mind the picture below HEEEHS XD
Angel teukie teuk teuk!haha its his 27th birthday(28 korean age).anyway for those who dont know this is leader of super junior!!okay,info not needed.Can you believe one of the fan i think so gave him macbook air.wahh seyyy and lots more presents.Plus the cake is soo cute,light blue in colour somemore.I saw their no other performance just now.was smiling like mad girl,they all look happy and blonde-hot! 13 member and sapphire blue represents them.Try spot something similar in me?Thats all for today update people,will be updating when i FREE.(:

2010-06-19T23:05:00.000-07:00

Holiday left with 6 more days.Cant believe that i didnt go out to enjoy at all this holiday.A lot of activities i want to do actually such as swimming,cycling,karaoke,watch movie,bowling and last but not least MAKAN!i want to eat chilli crab or butter crab but the rest of 4 girls say it will be very comot-comot.Lets wait till 12th november onwards.I hope the concert will be after o's then i will be the happiest girl,need to save money now.((;

Today as we know is father's day.AS USUALLY,parents love to work on such important events like this.My father,my abah..actually right i prefer calling my dad,papa cos more loving and closer.abah sounds so strict and stern which is true enough.

anyway,my abah,he is the one & only man in the house need to take care of 3 daughtersEventhough i'm not close to him,but deep down i still love him.He is the one who motivates me alot to continue to persevere,he is the one who is v. strict yet loving.He always puts family as first priority.The thing that i proud of my father is that he still looks young eventhough he is 47 years old.Sometimes he can be too annoying.

Imagine everytime you want to go out,question like this,''how many people u go out with?''is there any boy?''dont do something embarassing!''Wth gtu but i manage to escape by saying '' i dont have any boy friends lah!''but it is true what,those who know me well knew that im not close with opposite sex.i never talk on the phone with a guy before besides schmate & classmate.Why im saying all this things.Im in a good mood thats why my post a lil bit longer.Happy daddy day to everyone dad in the world!((:

2010-06-10T22:58:00.000-07:00

To be honest,I miss you everyday
Remember when im still young how i used to be very afraid of you
Remember how you used to comfort me when im crying
Remember how you used to praise me about my ngaji
Its been 3 and half years..
Im not like sister who can show affection openly.
Saying to parents that she miss you..
Just the other day,i smell the perfume you used to use
I saw old man who looks at you crossing the street & your IC at dining table
If only i can tell you,the things that i bottled up inside my heart
If only i can tell you,how heavy my mouth is to talk to people including parents
If only i can ask you why people keep hurting each other
If only..
Truly,I miss you.

2010-06-05T23:58:00.000-07:00

Credits for Interesting post from fb friend,kak atiqah

Are you really my friend?
I sit with you all day..I spend my time with you
I reach out to you when I am bored,or have nothing to do

I call you to have fun or just hang around
I call you when i need a shoulder or feeling down

Do you stop me from all evil and prevent from all vice
or do you assist me in immoral advice?

Do you take me to the Masjid and remind its time to pray
Or do you say,'you can pray later..its perfectly okay'

When we spend time together..are there angels in the room
Or do we trespass limits where only devils dare to loom?

Do you ask me to sin along with you..not to leave you to sin alone
Have i mastered through you the ways of sin?Has my evil grown?

If i start to backbite,do you stop me halfway
or do you add a word or two,adding spice to what i say

Do you encourage me to be good?Or do you make fun of me just a Kafir would?

Will I curse you when it is time..to get up from my grave
''I wish i never met you''..'Is that what i will rave?'
''Oh woe to me!Had I not taken you as a friend!''
''What evil company..to lead such to such an end''

On day of Judgement,amid chaos,disgrace,confusion
You too,will run away from me..you too,will turn your face

Will i then know..to my dismay..the bitter reality
Will I then realize..that you are fact my enemy?

You will help me to fill it with goodness and priety
And from sin and transgession..to keep it empty

And if truly,for the sake of Allah..we love one another
Under the shade of His Throne is where we will meet each other

I will then thank you for your company,advice and good counsel
And the time we spent together..for all that I will be grateful

Then if i were to enter Heaven I would look for you and ask
''Where is my companion..my true friend of my past?

After reading this post,i realise im not a good friend.really.But i will try to be one.

2010-06-02T02:25:00.000-07:00

O level malay and fnn practical is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAYYY especially for fnn.
Super tiring plus i need to bear with my headache and throat.Haiya.
Everyone did a good job for the practical(suddenly teringat 4c)

Day before,family was such a pain in ass i tell you
I was so stress up with practical exam and mum misplaced important things for today.
Dad still got time for stupid qs.-.-
After i cool down,walk out and give everyone a cold-look.
This is the problem with me,when im angry or frustrated,i just give people one kind of look.Cant help it anyway.

Thanks to the person had successfully destroy my self-esteem that i had trying to build.
THANKS!!

2010-05-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

5A!(:

Had breakfast with classmates.alots of heavy delicious food.Thanks to classmates

Snap some photos,off we go to our intensive mt.For the first 1hr30 min we just talk and talk together.The last session i didnt do much work.the karangan so difficult.After school,went to umai house prac my bread pudding.Turned out to be a toast.let umai parents and her try.Commented my pudding which a good thing so that i can learn from mistakes.Monday after o going to try again.

At home,show mum my results.she was vveryyyyyyyyy disapointed with my results.Can't blame my mum to think that way.For the very 1st time in sec sch,i actually failed more than 2 subjects.How 'great' is that! I will improve next time.(:

2010-05-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

Helooooooooooo people!!Super junior is back my fav. boyband woohoo their abs are super hot i tell you.Fuhhh!Aku nie tgok badan orang jer.But my mom more worse,she is a fan of rain.HAHA!They release song 'bonamana' which i dont know what the meaning is but the song accompany me during exam period.Its addictive song.*Bounce to you,bounce to you*Ok enough i know you all not interested to hear.Let continue with my daily life.

Im left with few papers more.endure endure!Bio,maths paper 1 is a killer.I wasted more than 10 marks.haiyo shall see many fantastic9 in report book.Chem,ss was okay but during that time im having severe headache and fever.So yeap cant really focus..

Bad news,nenek and bibik admitted to hospital.I cant find time to visit them.Mama and sis visit them after work and school respectively.Haii i can only talk to her through phone and i can sense disappointment.And im feeling guilty for two reasons;for being a bad granddaughter and for not being to express my love to my loved ones.cos im scared of getting rejected

2010-04-24T01:31:00.000-07:00

What to update..So far nothing amazing happen except for the arwah achik spin accident.Yeah sad case,after that facebook wall full of his lyrics and songs.Like when he is alive,no one maybe not many remember him but when he's gone,then start to sing his jiwang song back.Human beings..This week lots of attitudes from different type of people;annoying,demanding,bitchy,cold
Haiii.):

Yesterday had our speech day,not what i expected.Anyway,saw mrs ang,hehes and few familiar faces that had graduated and continue to jc.Wahh gitu.But before that,just spend free time outside starbucks.not in the mood actually cos of stomach ache.);Next two week,exams,not ready can expect more than 2 subjects fail. HAIIII.
such a boring post,i know.
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I stood by you for too long without saying a word
I couldnt tell you how i felt,i had to keep it inside
Hiding this aching heart of mine.

2010-04-16T05:32:00.000-07:00

Im so excited to blog cos theres alot to blog.which one to start first?This week is fine except for the tests.Bio lesson was dotdotdot.Really,i was embarassed watching those videos.Sorry eyes,you need to see this kind of things.The rest was okay but i think i started to hate malay due to some reason.Not due to classmates please,classmates was awesomely fine.I need to endure for less than 2 month.Insya'allah.

After school,spend time with lovely friends include fyfy woohhh long time didnt meet each other.Lunch at kfc and off we go rounding and settle at void deck.Once truth or dare started using nurrul iphone,we really started to go crazyyy.really crazy.i was laughing my ass off for examplewhen eyka had to talk in birthday tune for few mins,nurrul was the best,talk non stop for 3mins.When is the last time i laugh like that.Open dare also the best.Sorry girls,im too coward to do the dare.):

Continue at sengkang cc.more to truth,super sensitive question.Im more cautious to what im saying.4 of us are superrrr lazy to go home.

2010-04-10T07:33:00.000-07:00

im HUNGRY!Random start.How you guys feeling?good,sad?Im feeling normal back but..getting annoyed and irritated easily.Like duh,i cant get angry and told them off.I just kept quiet and let them talk.

This week,i completed my last napfa 5 stations.disapointed with my sbj and another one i forgot.Because of the test,i get muscle ache all over the body till today.I had hard time to sit,stand up properly and even sneeze.HAIIZ.nothing much to talk about.the rest are personal which i couldnt say it here.

Okay sidetrack,i was browsing the songs and heard 'cry on my shoulder' sad right.I love old songs.FYI,i dont know what's the latest english songs?The last english song i heard is by justin bieber.So ketinggalan right.haiyo.Songs nowadays are getting meaningless.-.-Yesterday had sports carnival which did not look like one.Everyone should be agree with me right right?Did some clapping and cheering to the basketball boys that acted in the movie.Ridiculous,but yeah.

I should continue to my study but get distracted by comp.I hope to get well soon.hahahs
*Fighting everyone!!Life had been hard to some people therefore i come up here to give short free general motivation to everyone that is reading my blog.(:

2010-04-04T06:20:00.000-07:00

He looks hot right here.ahahha *screams* His my boyf la,hahaahha how iwish.Today is eunhyuk 24th birthday.Not much age difference right LOL.heehs i insert some of my study time to blog this.hehehs.Come to singapore la,hehes!Later i go korea okay.I sound abit typical fanatic fangirl.OK,that all.I guess everyone going puke reading this.

2010-04-01T05:05:00.000-07:00

1st april,the thing that struck people mind is april fool.I even ask farhanah during malay class yest,'tomorow is april fool,what you want to fool me?'LOL.Had our very 1st asp just now,chem was headache but bio was interesting,watching videos on human organs.Bio students need to be really open-minded.

Went library with them.I realise we had a bad habit,laugh n talk loudly the very next moment everyone keep quiet.Weird.In library,i was so boring that i decide to play fool them in serious way but tak menjadi.They were way toooo serious.

Me:Actually right,i want to confess somethingg
Them:What?tell ah
ME:actually right,actually right (sungguh irritates them till nurrul need to time me)
(Part of the convo)

Homed after that.long but short day.Hahas 'talk to my hand when you talk to my hand' lets laugh to the one who create this.hahahah
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Cold war going round,i really dont know how to react.I need to speak up my mind.I really suffer in silence.My heart hurts when think about it when people i love dont need my opinion,look down on me on what i can do.'You want to do this cos of ur friends is it?'Whenever i ask,you always say dont know,what really that you know?Whenever i start conversation,'just talk tomorow im tired right now!'Who am i going to talk to?

the person that are closest to me are the one that put me last,not her closest anymore.Now what we talk is all about random things,no more ''you are the first to know anymore''.What am i going to do?You no longer start the 1st move..I look like a desperate girl who needs a companion, i had no one for now.Im like a loner in a crowded place.Moodswing now and then,yesterday happy moody,neutral.Friends are moving forward while im way left behind in everything i must say.I had no topic to talk to.All i could do is to listen and be happy for each of them

Till when i want to take all this crap,every year surely fate prepares a heartbreak for me.Difference this time i was going through all this alone.I need to prepare to say goodbye then.I want go to new place where i know no one.Its better you get ditch by strangers than you get left out by loved one.Wait till next few years,i want to fly free to the world,explore new things.if only i get blessings from parents.Now what i need to is get over this o's.

*edited im sorry if this post will hurt some people may or maynot just to be safe.Like i said before this blog is for me to express my feelings which i cannot express to people.Im not here to shot anyone.I got my stand in life,i rather hurt myself than hurt other people feelings especially those who are close to me.SO yeah kter enjoyyyyy!Happy good friday (;